소망와진실

20090228

2mths.. have passed for 2009.

What's coming up next in the next 10?

There are a whole list of things i wan to do..

bUt! life is always full of regrets...

i had tat pact.. fulfil wat i promised myself...

seems like ones gone.. aiyooooo...

looking forward 2 others to become true...

I m looking forward 2 attending a concert this yr.. ( intention was travel or spend on concert!)

haha.. shld go travelling.. cuz the exchange rates r realie much better.. esp the places i wan 2 go..

As for jap.. not a good year to go.. cuz their currency is still stayin strong against S'pore!

Set that aside... jus came back from M n suckily they screwed up my booking.. darn.. i had telephone records la.. n my colleagues can b my witnesses... darn it.... i could haf flared up since al the not so happy events happened in a string.. well... since it's moo bdae celebration.. i shall let it go.. n not make others unhappy.!

1_0 thought hard on 23:57

I always have that urge to leave.. i could leave all familiar things ard me..

Go somewhere totally new.. no one knows me..

Start afresh... No burdens..

Will i survive..? i shld start this venture someday..

Given the age i m .. its abt time i plan for this..

I shld b brave enuff 2 face things myself..

meet new experiences and new ple.. all by myself..

I wld.. i promise myself.. i wld go travelling by myself one day..

Perhaps.. its time for me to make more frens..

n do things i alwaes wanted 2 do.. n alwaes stopped by certain circumstances..

Learn to accept things.. n harsh reality..

Stop being a coward.. perhaps...

여행 가고싶어...혼자 또 가야돼..

1_0 thought hard on 12:49

Jus went u r w all the hopes of gg.. then suddenly.. it breaks...

totally disappointed.. perhaps.. i shld go venture alone.. but its expensive to go alone.
sucks...

i nid 2 find kakhis.. sian diao.. totally...

i was soooo ready to go... seriousli... shld haf kept mum..

i even told my cols tt i m taking leave le...

darn it....

i hate having high hopes then disappointment.... tt feeling really sucks...

mayb i shld learn from hue jae... travel independently...

1_0 thought hard on 10:19

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tomorrow i gtta face the music.. aft the happenings of tonite..
darn.. i shld haf been more familiar w it..
i guess.. i m jus plain slow...

lesson learnt... i oso dunno... try 2 b faster...
i gt no idea.. wat's wrong w me..
haixxx....

1_0 thought hard on 23:53

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Hee.. ytd nite.. i had a crazy tot..

I wasn't the only one tat agreed..

wat's more surprising.. someone had tat same telepathy too..

imagine tat sms she send me.. realie surprised me!

well hope it will come true... I mus put this into action! no matta wat!!

I needa break... total lack of sleep... hangin in there!

Next week gtta b another hectic week..

Tues i m not gg for class.. gonna stay in office till late..

Cabbies pls come look for me!

I wanna go shopping.. man..

Jus feel like getting some good food aft a whole busy n tiresome week..

Awaiting for 20th Feb... Red Pig wait for me....!!!

FAK on ur feet!!!

21st.. Perhaps.. Kushinbo.. n mayb class outing.. haha..

gotta save some $$$!

1_0 thought hard on 12:11

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I'm back...

Kinda.. lazy.. Kinda.. Busy.. Perhaps.. Kinda.. tired..!

Hee.. cny has been a eating eating n still eating.. feasting away.. haha..

The fri b4 cny... i had minori... freaking.. good.. sashimi..

Then the following fri.. i had... thai food.. despite my flu n thoart conditions...

Ytd.. i had... chi-korean food.. jjajiangmyeong.. n sweet n sour pork.. gooodddd..

i had dessert at.. Nectarie le'Dessert Patisserie.. their ice cream is realie.. goooooooood!

wanna visit there again.. haha.. more cakes n strudels...

Today i had... no sign bd... seafood was.. darn... goooood... but super ex.... mymymy...

Tmr! I'm gonna haf buffet at my hse... another rd of foood again..

darn growing fat... am still trying to resist cny goodies tooooo...

Set tat aside... i'm in love w gajeong couple.. totalie cute.. muahaha..

haha.. n daesungie can sing pretty well.. totally amazed! wished i cld watch "CATS"

haha... crappy..!

Work's gonna be sooooo scary soon... i gtta speed up..

New Challenges gonna bring me to another stage of my life.. haha..!

파이딩!힘내!

1_0 thought hard on 22:59