소망와진실

20080630

the pic abv is the 6 gongjus.. w/o me.. mulan is alwaes missing sobs.. wae...... how can u al 排斥我! haha... today saw a letter pad w 6 of them w/o me again.. mulan is sooo unpopular! i m e leader of the not there grp! mh is my member.. she is gg to get kicked out soon! cuz i m e onli one alwaes not there! hee.. i dropped a hint to eunice of wat i want for bdae! bet she totalli wanted 2 kill me! i wan a neck rest though... but it's a waste of $$ n e one i wan dun tink gt sell in s'pore.. sorrie i wan more high tech designs.. haha..

hmmm today went for a cycle.. omg! my hands r sunburnt! according to my mum..my face is vv red too! i look like faye wong now! sharks! my cheeks n nose r red! i dun wanna peel in korea! noooooo! 안돼!!!!! sun burnt!!! but haha we ate mac aft tt.. my my e workout is wasted! but ok it's quite nice to breathe fresh air.. hmmm... its also quite economical.. considering its $5 for 2hrs. another shop even cheaper $4 for 2 hrs.. din c tat until we left! haha! dotx! i nid 2 start joggin.. walking too much le..! mus increase power! pls remind me to bring a cap e next time!

tmr grapevine 7.30pm 5 princesses! i wan dessert! haha dinner settle at home! if gt changes i wil msg u al again! haha! cya!

besides e point! i love suju-db feel! oops i caught some today! n haha i love db's voice! darn great! haha! if onli i can go their concert in japan once... i will b realie happy! ( this is e thousand n dunno how mani times i m naggin!) i jus saw e clips of their 3rd live! omg! i love them! started bombing ry again.. think she will get sick of me soon.. sobs.. dun b k..sorrie i will control! it's once in a while tat kind.. cuz i dun haf much db frenx ard... sobs.. n i dun mix ard u c! haha! currentli in love suju h sungmin n eunhyuk oopsss i m repeating myself again! ar ar ar! happy happy!

1_0 thought hard on 19:41

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wah.. e weather is silentli melting us.. haha ytd i saw one woman fainted in e mrt station.. think she was vv hot or somethin.. cuz i saw ple fanning her.. n i m perspiring like mad everyday.. i guess everione is 'suffering' from this weather.. let's pray for a nicer weather.. w a little wind.. n decrease in temp by 2 degrees will do.. my face oso affected by it i think.. darn oily.. n pimples r out to attack.. trying hard to keep it low... haha..

i jus packed my dad's luggage.. hmmm i was asking him what he wanna buy for his colleagues.. he told me apparentli his colleagues ask him 2 buy e bowl n utensils.. haha.. cute man.. i oso wanna buy spooons... as for my frens... hmmmmm i oso dunno.. this kind of thing.. simple will do.. cuz i wanna buy for myself alot of things.. n i m gg broke soon.. darn.. spending alot.. but i still gt alot of stuff haven buy.. been controlling since exam period.. my mum has been telling.. go holi den buy la... i m gg to spend! haa..

jus a tot.. it's affinity to meet another person.. but to get to know another person perharps u nid some courage.. n probabli destiny to be realie close to someone.. the period might not b long... or might not b as long as u tot it wld be.. wat realie matters is if u treated tat person w ur heart n soul. n whether tat person has realie cared for u.. time tells...

1_0 thought hard on 21:12

20080628

Woohoo! it's finalli settled.. all e payments n briefing n stuff.. now i mus tink how much to bring... hmmm hmmm.. i dunno.. i changed some already.. think aft my korea trip den i will go change abit more.. wow i haf iron on my shirt already.. its cute! haha ytd i did it.. think my logo abit crooked! i dun care la..! it looks like those u buy in e shop which cost 30 bucks to 40 bucks w tat bear! it's e bear tat makes e difference! haha..

Wow today i heard lee seung gi's song in a mini t00n at pkway.. i was sooo surprised! cuz not much ple wld noe him unless u listen 2 kpop.. i wannnaa gooo Kala!!! like since dun when i had been 2 one.. sobs... anione wanna go w me? i wanna sing alot of songs! haha..

recentli i heard some old chinese songs like chen xiao dong.. wow it gives me a nice feeling.. haha not to forget some more recent ones like JaM hsiao... it's pretty shuang to listen to.. Oh jappy song.. i love tego mass and ft island!they r cute n sing well! haha.. haha missing on kpop.. brown eyes currentli my fave.. been a fan of them since last time.. tot they will neva appear tgt again. haha i m sooo gonna get tat album.. haha.. ok ju hyun is gr8! haha no wonder she is e lead singer of her ex girl band! haha i m feeling happy w suju-H.. their songs r cute n i m getting to like sungmin alot more than last time! haha oops!

hmmm my leg is getting alrite lo! i went for a vv earli morning walk w my dad tis morning.. it's been long since i woke up at 6am! haha.. tmr shall do it again! healthy! healthy! haha esp when e weather is getting so hot these days.. staying at home can kill.. so go out walk walk n perspire to breathe fresh air is good! esp it's dawn tat period not so hot!

off to put msn into d-s. hope it's successful den can continue chattin w frens during trip!

1_0 thought hard on 21:41

20080627

kuishinbo = big eater..

1_0 thought hard on 15:15

20080626

haha today had a gr8 lunch at meridien.. somehow my little finger gt hurt.. its quite painful.. till now... but i shld b happy tat e shirt is done.. hmmm hope ade is getting on her grandma.. i guess it's a process everione mus face.. i lost mine beginning of this yr.. she is still missed dearli in my family.. i alwaes tot of her.. my parents will alwaes brought up her in our conversation.. realie wish she was here w me everione moment.. well somethings jus can't turn bac.. u can onli take part of memory to live w u as u haf 2 move on..

e vv dotx part is coming up soon of my day.. the 1 5 3 tat me n mh boarded.. we sat next to a mentalli unstable person.. ok he was gesturing n making funnie noises.. but we totalli ignored him n continued w our conversation.. finalli we got down aft mh felt unsafe too aft i left.. haha the most hilarious part is here.. as i was walking home.... walking walkingg... den i fell! on e steps.. darn it... my big toe bleed n my ankel is bruised.. arghargh... today is hurt myself day.. hope its all over..

1_0 thought hard on 20:03

20080625

well it seems to b a topic i mus haf gr8 knowledge n to learn in depth.. i wonder...

좋아하는 것과 싫어하는 수 있을까를 제어하는 사람,

내가 그 사람의 의견을 변경하려면

나는 딜레마가 나를 싫어하는 사람들이 내 주위에 대한 손실과 느낌에 갇혀

사람들은 평화롭게 살 수없는 이유가 교차의 경로와 상관없이 사람을 소중히 좋은 수 또는 나쁜

누구를 내 기분을 망칠?을 덜고에 대한 생각하니? 주위를하는 방법에 대해 다른 사람?

주위에 있던 사람들은 나를 사랑하지만 그들 사랑 하느냐?

나는 인간의 시작은 아주이기적인 동물을 생각하는..

미워해!

1_0 thought hard on 16:07

20080624

Hee... it's been more than a wk since my papers ended.. seems like i haven done anithin substantial.. been gg out... n slacking at home.. n spending $$.. i feel vv bad spending lots of $$.. hahaha.. duh who doesn't.. esp when i shld b working now. n stop taking allowance frm dad. though i dun realie ask for $$ but now n then he will jus put in some when i start complainin abt how stuff are getting so ex and i worried abt the future spending.. haha.. well as long as i m gg 2 work. i shldn't b worried abt income.. rather i shld b worried abt getting a satisfactory job. darn i m still looking for one.. i gt some idea whr i wanna head to.. which is a good start in a way.. someone jus asked me what profession does he look like she is in. well i can't gif a satisfactory ans.. i think he shld b thinking what he is interested in not what he looks like he is in.. when aft all a job is somethin u wanna learn n experience in.. n of cuz income oriented. if u dun like wat u r doing.. u won't produce e best results u desire in it. I shall work hard writing my Cover Letter..

Oh.. i went shopping last thurs n bought somethin i realie tot was cute.. but it's quite 无聊 too.. haha. shall post a pix of it here soon.. if ple watched jap variety u will noe wat's tat. last friday went to celebrate yulian's bdae.. had a nice dinner at ma mais0n. n den some matcha atte at tcc. the beef steak tat twinies ate were quite yummy. mine was tonkatsu. quite nice w various sauces. lian's salmon quite tasty too.. i din quite like e one at fish c0. this is much better. ohohoh.. ytd went 2 ikea to haf brunch.. as usual i was earli n e rest were late.. haha. oh meat balls r yummy! hee ry showed us pics frm kr.. jeju looks much nicer than e last time i went... haha..

I've subconsciousli hearing ple saying i m gg korea AGAIN!?! haha well i kinda like tat place n i learning their language.. it's good to go there 2 get exposure to polish my super duper 몾뒨한어. besides tat.. i wld love to travel there alone one day.. tour grps onli bring u to limited places. i wld love to explore in depth there. i realie love 2 travel. probabli tat runs in my blood ( my mum was a tour manager).. when i get sick of tat place one day.. den i move 2 e next. haha.. aniwae i mus make a general announcement! haha.. I will be gg to korea next wed nite (2/7) and coming back on the 9th jul( wed) nite. then the following week we'll b heading to taiwan! 15th jul to 20th jul.. in celebrating of our graduation! hope it will b fun n do lotsa shopping!!Woohoo!!!! yuuhooooo!! before tat i nid 2 practise my KOREAN! n some hokkien.. haha.. i've practising hokkien w my parents lor..it's duper broken... haa..

oh ytd went to watch kungfu 熊猫. haha it's quite funnie.. i love the part where the acupoint can't b blocked due to e fats which is somethin everione dun haf except him hahahahahaha! it's been long since i stepped into e cinema.. well i had balloons hitting my hair thruout e show n a loud voice talking behind me.. well din sch holi jus been over? why r they there in e aftnn?? haha probabli they had morning sch... well arr.. hackla. i did enjoy e movie aniwae.. w a coke on my lap at some point! haha..

on another note.. twin's mama pls take cr... twins wld b sad when u dun feel well...!
aniwae everione pls tk cr of ur health.. the weather is changing like nobodies biz now n then.. n i wanna go hiking!!! anione???
oh aniwae bon voyage to yanbin gg to ireland.. i told him to miss moohoo.. moohoo.. dun worry abt tat.. haha!

p/s.. i love this pic! haha i like js too! he has been cracking me all up w his gags these days.. kenya language. batabababababhaha!!

1_0 thought hard on 09:50

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Hee.. finalli changed! duh.. it's abit greeny.. think eunice is gonna hate it.. haha...

shall post ltr.. again.. lazy 2 write much now.. enjoy bubble tea now.. hee.. I like the pics.. n change e title of my blog too.. haha..

1_0 thought hard on 14:00

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Hmm Congratulations! 축하해! it's weird to give congratulations to myself..

well ytd.. i had a rather not so nice paper.. seems like everione complained e moment they stepped out of e room.. seriousli. i m afraid.. i actuallie wanted 2 do rather well for this since i had quite alot of time to study.. but as usual... i slacked quite abit.. though i did constant rev.. but probabli it wasn't a vv good approach.. hmmm hack la.. it's finalli over.. i m entering to e next phase of my life.. exciting? anxious? i wonder... I wanna get a job soon! though e earliest i can start work i probably end of jul.. so near yet so far... hope someone wanna enjoy me w my expectations.. haha..!

Wondering how's ry doing... mus b enjoying good food, shopping, sceneries... blah blah... Oh i've news 2 share.. though i msg allll of u tat r gg 2 e grad trip! (xcept ry since she is not in s'pore now..she mus backtrack my blog 2 noe.. no la i not so mean will tell her when she is back) Hmmm our grad trip is confirmed!!! there are 20 ple in e tour... means tips includes taiwan guide, bus driver and s'pore leader.. bish.. wasting abit of $$ on e leader.. but tt person is to protect us from harm awae frm e tw guide.. haha..

oh i can't wait to go there 2 shop man.. i've been trying 2 refrain getting new clothes blah blah.. but i jus spent like alot of a pair of running shoes.. well it's gonna be w me at least for 2 years.. i m sooooo gonna cherish it since its sooooooo ex..! Listing wat i wanna buy in tw soon! haha i came up a list to kr lo.. hee man man... gonna spend soo much b4 i start work.. save me!! i nid a 2wk job.. anione wans me? i doubt soooo for 2 wks.. mayb if opportunity knocks 2 go interview i will go.. seems questionable. nid 2 complete my resume soon!

In case ple forget.. my bdae is coming soon! man growing old again! bites.. i dun look tat old do i? haha.. i've a plan for e beautiful morning of my bdae.. haha.. seems soooo exciting... hintx... erhem... music.... c... dssss... pls.... hahaha... oops isit tat obvious?? but i haf 2 say this.. i love it! haha...

I pretty excited tat somebodies r gg 2 haf a comebk this fall... i m soooo goonnnna buy it!!! it arouses my curiousity when i heard them saying they r recording their songs now.. n they r back w a change~! omg! what kind of change! i m soooooo soooo curious! hurry comeback! haha..

a las! Tmr is my papa's bdae cum father's day! We had an earli celebration w buffet dinner on ytd... wow e fooooddd iisss goood!!! haha.. i love desserts cakes... sashimi... shells... ooooppss sounds high cal.. haha.. but it's been a long time since i commit such a sin.. imagine cooping at home for 2 mths plus muggin.. okie sidetracked! haha.. I wanna wish my daddy to b healthy and strong! He's been complaining abt aches here n there.. Also be happy w mummy alwaes! hee he has a sweet lil baby here! alwaes 애교~ing to him.. I m a daddy's girl.. most ple who noes me well noes tat.. haha..

okie freaky longie post! haha i shall b back for more n more 한국어 next time!

Ps... this is my fave song now! i m in holi moodie! n tat cake is frmmmmmm... haha onli certain ple noe whr e cake is from.. special significance to me.. i dedicate 2 my daddy!

1_0 thought hard on 22:38

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haha.. i jus heard the jap album of my dearie Ft Island..

Sugoyi nei~~

exams r coming to end soon..

shall of my com for e next few days...

ry~~ Bon Voyage.. have a happy and safe trip.. Practise ur korean k. haha

go make a kr fren.. n eat 맛이는음식! Have a great shopping trip too!

Lene n en~~ haha in abt 16hrs' time u two will b free.. good job babes! All e best!!!

Maine~~ We shall continue to mug hard for e next 3 days... Dun gif up wor!! Jiayou!

Haha i've been listening to alloooott of music... suju h is realie happy.. bring a smile when i listen..

Oh i heard a guitar vs of a song i like.. it's realie vv nice.. hmmmm...

okok sat den i will update again! everyone mahjong n cards on e mark.... get set! we'll b here soon!!!!

P/S: today shall put a cutie for a pic! haha!

1_0 thought hard on 20:56

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if u wanna hear music now.. probably u wanna listen to y0ga lin new album- mystery.

The song featuring in my bloggie is one of the wonderful song of this album. But def not the best. It doesn't haf much mainstream music as in those idol idol song in the album.. kinda highlights his singing ability.. well i'll gif a better review aft my exams.. n hmmm bloggie some of his songs here sooon.. realie wonderful album.. been long tat a chinese album is tat good to me.. i so wanna hear his collab w joanna wang in e concert. if i found it, shall post it here..

In case ple dunnno who is joanna. It's tat girl tat resung tao zhe's song w english lyrics.. shall post up here too.. Good music is to share! Wooo.. i love it!

p/s: hmm aniwae my world of music don't jus evolve ard kpop.. dun look at me tat way!!!

1_0 thought hard on 19:57

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Oops supposedly to be studying... haha..

omy omy.. soooo mani dramas to catch aft e exams..

though i m already catching some now...

Heart of Gr33d is def a must watch... It's funnie n heart warming.. of cuz disputes will def b in place.. loving it... mo5es chan is darn farnie in this drama.. woo!

Fat3d to love u.. another long time dun haf this kind of feel taiwan id0l drama..

I dun haf e sick of it feeling yet.. some id0l drm realie turns me off in e middle.. i hope it won't..

For3nsic her0sII is another thriller tat i can't watch to noe wat's e truth behind every case.. haha

Wars-in-laws II oso mus watch.. shucks.... too much drama lo...

Haha up coming kr one is the kim sun ah n lee dong gun.. think it wld b nice too!! i'll b catching all aft e 13th.. wait for me!!!!!

haha okie strgy is coming.. seems like i get a better idea reading it since e last time i read it..but it seems diff 2 realie noe wat e qtn is gg to b like.. no say e topic but how is e qtn gg 2 b asked.. i m still looking for a better way 2 grasp e idea into application.. which till now.. i m still vv bad.. if i m good probabli e previous 2 years results wld b much much better... fact needed but so does application.. dumb dumb me... haha.

okie i m counting down till 13th.. it's seems soo near yet.. so far... n it's scary... cuz i half holi mood w me.. haha.. hang in there those babes tat r still having papers... we will work hard for e last one! go go go!!!

1_0 thought hard on 16:52