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20100607

Where's the turning point..
I want to leave but seems like circumstances are taking its toll..
How wld i not know she is suffering.. Well i've been thru it too
Well it's not all can tk the pain.. not all can pull thru the suffering..

Perhaps.. this role.. is not suitable for one tt can't endure..
Perhaps.. she isn't taking the approach the right way.
I dun wan to force it to her... not sure.. perhaps i shld have a heart to heart talk with her...

Once decided.. I shld jus do wat i want.. but circumstances.. arh... it's jus so painful... really hate this feeling..

Gtta go... want to go.. getting old

1_0 thought hard on 21:24




20100406

testing my limits..
making me leave..
i dunno how long i can hold on..

i jus have to keep walking.. no matter right or wrong..
this is getting nowhere...

sometimes i jus wished i cld jus walk out... n neva be back again...

wat the ....

1_0 thought hard on 16:20




20100213




Gong Hei Fa Choi!!

Hmm.. seems like lunar new marks a vv impt beginning to mani asian countries (esp chinese)... yea.. its prolly a break... but this year the timing... falls into NQ and somebody is tendering aft this break... man... save me!!!

1001 things not done.. haven been sleeping well.. as usual.. when to many things occupy my brain.. i simply get less sleep and even dream abt it.. Save me from this agony...!!!

Haha tigers watch ya... i c 7ps all vv stressed up at work man.. hope we get to meet up for a CNY dinner n lao yu sheng.. sometimes meeting up n telling ur prob to others (Even if they can't help) might be a good mtd to release the "qI"...


Today had a duper tiring day.. fancy cleaning up my room the whole day.. !!! If cny wasn't here... i wldn't have done it... hahaa... seriously... i m starting to go lesser n lesser place to bai nian.. n prolly me dun feel like moving ard.. jus feel like slacking at home.. totaly not possible.. my mum will nag non-stop!!!hahaah!!!

Hmm misses my nanny dearly... hope she has found her enlightenment in heaven! somehow the start of the year i esp misses her lots.. sometings r jus so dear tt u jus can't stop thinking abt it... Ple shld learn to appreciate wat they have instead of sloggin n neglecting wat they are shld cherish..!!

Anyway happy new year! Mahjong addict activated!

1_0 thought hard on 23:29




20100201






somethings that u expected it to come soon.. came sooner than u expected..
sobs.. can i be strong to accept.. n learn to grow with it..

longing for a good break.. n perhaps.. a helpful one..
making the right choice often lets one lost in thought n sight..

1_0 thought hard on 21:46




20091007

關於我 關於我 你知道什麼
我的快樂 我的憂傷
我的理想和寂寞

關於我 關於我 你知道什麼
我的來頭 我的去處
我的過程和結束

關於我 關於我 你根本什麼都不知道

1_0 thought hard on 19:47




20091003



Just spare yaself ten mins to watch this.. kinda heartbreaking...
Oh boy... come to mama..

1_0 thought hard on 11:40




20090930


So fast.. its end of sep le.. tmr's oct.. my my.. i m feeling old hahaha..
Hope things are well ahead...
Hmm last week was quite an interesting week..

Fri went to xin wang to have dinner w eunice.... Got small lil cakes n a bottle of wine for twins...
me n eunice were saying they mus be glad lor...
有美酒又有美食(蛋糕)。。再加上美女。。 真是人生一大享受!!!
How lucky the twins are.....hahahah.. oops.. eunice pls say yes!!!
Went to their house to gif them a birthday surprise.. well we were tot to be salesperson...
haha... well we sang bdae song for them.. n they treated us w lovely choco durian cake.. i mus say its yummy when i m not a durian person... Guess wat we gaf them for pressie.. haha a Muji Chair.. hope they liked it..

Sat had kala session w twinies, eunice n rynn.... we weren't tat high.... but haha at 5 we were still not willing to go for mellben... haha.. so we were late.. moo had to chomp seats for us... luckily.. we were able to secure our seats.. hmmm we ordered sambal kang kong.. claypot tofu (i like this as e sauce taste like chilli crab).. Creamy Butter Crab and Crab Beehoon... It was an overall satisfying meal... haha.. i like the butter crab to the crab beehoon... thought the soup is quite nice..
guess what.. tat's not the end.. we went to thomson for cheeky chocs... i totally like their waffle.. haha.. i was freaking full tat day.... well i hope the twins n rynn had enjoyed that day... cuz i did.. haha..

Been eating mooncake everyday in office.. man... me getting sick of it.. n fattening..
Did i mention tat a dept shifted up to my lvl... man.. still looking for cute guys ard... but haven seen any... there's one thing i really dislike.. the choked toilet.. it overflowed from the bowl when i tried to flush it thru.. sick.. i had to come out n wait for another.. n the person beside it mus have been suffering from the overflow wet floor.. man... tat's the prob when there're more ple n the toilet get dirtier.. sadddd... well i felt they r quite poor thing too since i heard they work till midnite when qtr closes.. today happened to be the last day.. Jiayou lo...

Meanwhile i m still mesmerise by my yoyo's voice.. n oso soda green's new album.. its a mus buy to me... tagged on my blog is neither of these voices.. its xiao gui's disdain.. i tot it was quite properly done.. amazed by the improvement of his vocal.. n the lyrics is meaning.. oh well i alwaes fall for lovely n sad lyrics.. esp those tat tells a story...

Hee Rynn Get Welll Soonnnn... missing u ....! Cya soon!

1_0 thought hard on 19:56




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