Live.Love.Let-go.

2010-06-07T21:24:00.003+08:00

Where's the turning point..
I want to leave but seems like circumstances are taking its toll..
How wld i not know she is suffering.. Well i've been thru it too
Well it's not all can tk the pain.. not all can pull thru the suffering..

Perhaps.. this role.. is not suitable for one tt can't endure..
Perhaps.. she isn't taking the approach the right way.
I dun wan to force it to her... not sure.. perhaps i shld have a heart to heart talk with her...

Once decided.. I shld jus do wat i want.. but circumstances.. arh... it's jus so painful... really hate this feeling..

Gtta go... want to go.. getting old

2010-04-06T16:20:00.002+08:00

testing my limits..
making me leave..
i dunno how long i can hold on..

i jus have to keep walking.. no matter right or wrong..
this is getting nowhere...

sometimes i jus wished i cld jus walk out... n neva be back again...

wat the ....

2010-02-13T23:29:00.004+08:00

Gong Hei Fa Choi!!

Hmm.. seems like lunar new marks a vv impt beginning to mani asian countries (esp chinese)... yea.. its prolly a break... but this year the timing... falls into NQ and somebody is tendering aft this break... man... save me!!!

1001 things not done.. haven been sleeping well.. as usual.. when to many things occupy my brain.. i simply get less sleep and even dream abt it.. Save me from this agony...!!!

Haha tigers watch ya... i c 7ps all vv stressed up at work man.. hope we get to meet up for a CNY dinner n lao yu sheng.. sometimes meeting up n telling ur prob to others (Even if they can't help) might be a good mtd to release the "qI"...

Today had a duper tiring day.. fancy cleaning up my room the whole day.. !!! If cny wasn't here... i wldn't have done it... hahaa... seriously... i m starting to go lesser n lesser place to bai nian.. n prolly me dun feel like moving ard.. jus feel like slacking at home.. totaly not possible.. my mum will nag non-stop!!!hahaah!!!

Hmm misses my nanny dearly... hope she has found her enlightenment in heaven! somehow the start of the year i esp misses her lots.. sometings r jus so dear tt u jus can't stop thinking abt it... Ple shld learn to appreciate wat they have instead of sloggin n neglecting wat they are shld cherish..!!

Anyway happy new year! Mahjong addict activated!

2010-02-01T21:46:00.003+08:00

somethings that u expected it to come soon.. came sooner than u expected..
sobs.. can i be strong to accept.. n learn to grow with it..

longing for a good break.. n perhaps.. a helpful one..
making the right choice often lets one lost in thought n sight..

2009-10-07T19:47:00.000+08:00

關於我　關於我　你知道什麼
我的快樂　我的憂傷
我的理想和寂寞

關於我　關於我　你知道什麼
我的來頭　我的去處
我的過程和結束

關於我　關於我　你根本什麼都不知道

2009-10-03T11:40:00.002+08:00

Just spare yaself ten mins to watch this.. kinda heartbreaking...
Oh boy... come to mama..

2009-09-30T19:56:00.004+08:00

So fast.. its end of sep le.. tmr's oct.. my my.. i m feeling old hahaha..

Hope things are well ahead...

Hmm last week was quite an interesting week..

Fri went to xin wang to have dinner w eunice.... Got small lil cakes n a bottle of wine for twins...

me n eunice were saying they mus be glad lor...

有美酒又有美食（蛋糕）。。再加上美女。。真是人生一大享受！！！

How lucky the twins are.....hahahah.. oops.. eunice pls say yes!!!
Went to their house to gif them a birthday surprise.. well we were tot to be salesperson...
haha... well we sang bdae song for them.. n they treated us w lovely choco durian cake.. i mus say its yummy when i m not a durian person... Guess wat we gaf them for pressie.. haha a Muji Chair.. hope they liked it..

Sat had kala session w twinies, eunice n rynn.... we weren't tat high.... but haha at 5 we were still not willing to go for mellben... haha.. so we were late.. moo had to chomp seats for us... luckily.. we were able to secure our seats.. hmmm we ordered sambal kang kong.. claypot tofu (i like this as e sauce taste like chilli crab).. Creamy Butter Crab and Crab Beehoon... It was an overall satisfying meal... haha.. i like the butter crab to the crab beehoon... thought the soup is quite nice..
guess what.. tat's not the end.. we went to thomson for cheeky chocs... i totally like their waffle.. haha.. i was freaking full tat day.... well i hope the twins n rynn had enjoyed that day... cuz i did.. haha..

Been eating mooncake everyday in office.. man... me getting sick of it.. n fattening..
Did i mention tat a dept shifted up to my lvl... man.. still looking for cute guys ard... but haven seen any... there's one thing i really dislike.. the choked toilet.. it overflowed from the bowl when i tried to flush it thru.. sick.. i had to come out n wait for another.. n the person beside it mus have been suffering from the overflow wet floor.. man... tat's the prob when there're more ple n the toilet get dirtier.. sadddd... well i felt they r quite poor thing too since i heard they work till midnite when qtr closes.. today happened to be the last day.. Jiayou lo...

Meanwhile i m still mesmerise by my yoyo's voice.. n oso soda green's new album.. its a mus buy to me... tagged on my blog is neither of these voices.. its xiao gui's disdain.. i tot it was quite properly done.. amazed by the improvement of his vocal.. n the lyrics is meaning.. oh well i alwaes fall for lovely n sad lyrics.. esp those tat tells a story...

Hee Rynn Get Welll Soonnnn... missing u ....! Cya soon!

2009-09-23T20:42:00.002+08:00

i wan my lappie to revive.. haven save all my file yet!!! omg!!
using this desktop makes me feels weird.. esp... when the desktop runs abit slow on me...
arghh...

2009-09-20T21:25:00.002+08:00

Haha. recently... i've been spending way too much...

i dun usually keep track of my spending.. since not tat bad..

BUT.. for this mth.. its freaking scary.. hahaha...

Haha i've been to 3 sessions of kala over 7 days... the urge is still there...
getting abit of craze... mayb too long din sing lo....

Oh.. i've gone to this dr cafe at ion... hmmm i like their tiramisu biscotti...

one of the most yummy tiramisu.. jus a tit too sweet... but i like it.. probably i love biscottis...

hahaha.. I m still longing for FIKA.. i've yet to go there.. when will i get to go there... *yearns* ..!

Gtta be "prudent" next mth... hahaha...
Did i say.. i wanna go taiwan.... EAT.. SHOP.. SING!!!
arghhhh.. shall be patient n wait till next yr..
gotta save $$$... Next yr shall start to have a big plan... hee..
Fulfil what i want to do... (hmmmm..?)

Hmmm sometimes when we touch.. has lotsa meaning to the lyrics.. i've been relating to it... esp the starting few paragraphs... well... i m still a drifter.. haha..

oh well.. i m still in love w sun zi you.. haa.. hope he will win the xin guang.. Fighting Yoyo!!!

2009-09-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

Sometimes When We Touch - 孫自佑

(Original :Dan Hill)

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you

And drive you to your knees

At times I'd like to break through

And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you

And I know how hard you've tried

I've watched while love commands you

And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters

Still searching for a friend

A brother or a sister

But then the passion flares again

2009-09-15T21:50:00.004+08:00

Thai food with 4 FAKs babes... It's been long since we fakked again..

Next fak outing.. i will recommend fika.. swedish food... heee...

Before tat. let's go melben crab.. muahahhaaha....

2009-09-13T19:13:00.003+08:00

When the world is wide..
the ocean is deep..
Individuals jus become so small..
But some strive to outshine..
Make a smile or sunshine..
It's difficult when u get lost by the noises
In order to find the true you..

Have anyone thought abt..
what they want to achieve..
what they want to leave behind..
what they could change...
Jus before they die?

2009-09-13T18:40:00.005+08:00

My latest craze is.... 星光5.. haha.. my fave singer is 孫自佑.. haha..
I wish i could fly to tw to watch the recordings..
Heard he sang I'm yours (Jason M)in today's recordings.. I m sooooo eager to hear it.. man man..He gt 23 pts for tat.. hmm.. gtta wait another 3 weeks b4 i can hear it.. sobs.
Besides tat.. i m rather curious of 李杰宇 performance where he gt 25 mks.. man..
i alwaes think he can't sing well seriously... shall wait for that performance to come out n let me rate it by myself.. oh well.. prolly yoyo's marks has a safe distance from the rest.. the judges are trying to pull it closer.. who knows.. haha.. no matter wat.. Yoyo mus continue to do his best!!
(Heee shall present one of my fave song tat he sang...)
Oh this is the latest epi played on tw tv.. Pk btn him n antoni.. well i still think antoni is over-rated.. haha..

2009-08-23T14:12:00.003+08:00

7년을 만났죠
아무도 우리가 이렇게
쉽게 이별할 줄은 몰랐죠
그래도 우리는 헤어져 버렸죠
긴 시간 쌓아왔던 기억을 남긴채
우린 어쩜 너무 어린나이에
서로를 만나 기댔는지 몰라
변해가는 우리 모습들을
감당하기 어려웠는지도
이별하면 아프다고 하던데
그런것도 느낄수가 없었죠
그저 그냥 그런가봐 하며 담담했는데
울었죠 우우우 시간이 가면서 내게준
아쉬움에 그리움에 내뜻과는 다른
나의 맘을 보면서
처음엔 친구로 다음에는 연인사이로
헤어지면 가까스로 친구사이라는
그 말 정말 맞는데
그 후로 3년을 보내는 동안에도
가끔씩 서로에게 연락을 했었죠

다른 한 사람을 만나 또다시
사랑하게 되었으면서도 난
슬플때면 항상 전활걸어
소리없이 눈물만 흘리고
너도 좋은 사람 만나야 된다
마음에도 없는 말을 하면서
아직 나를 좋아하나 괜히 돌려 말했죠
알아요 우우우 서로 가장 순수했었던
그때 그런 사랑 다시 할 수 없다는 걸
추억으로 남을뿐
가끔씩 차가운 그앨 느낄때도 있어요
하지만 이제는 아무것도 요구할 수
없다는 걸 잘 알죠

나 이제 결혼해 그 애의 말듣고
한참을 아무말도 할 수가 없었죠
그리고 울었죠 그 애 마지막 말
사랑해 듣고싶던 그 한마디 때문에

credit: naver

We met for seven years
No one knew we would say goodbye this easily
However we still separated
With the memories we built for a long time, now gone
How did we at such a young age
Meet each other, I don’t even remember how
Difficult for us to handle the maps of our changing selves
They said saying goodbyes are painful
But I didn’t even have time to feel that
I just thought this is the way staying composed
But I cried
Time passed it gave me a simple yearning
Different from what my mind was seeing
At first friends then next as lovers
We said we’d stay as friends even if we separated
During those 3 years spent alone
We contacted each other sometimes
Even if I met someone else again
Even I loved again
Whenever I was sad I would call you without a word just tears falling
You have to meet a good person
I thought in my heart without any words
I asked if you still liked me without any thought hoping you say it back
I know
We had the most pure love
Back then we thought that kind of love couldn’t be done again se we saved it in out memories
Often I feel a cold feeling from you
But now I know you can not ask anything
“I’m getting married” is what you said to me
After that for a long time I was speechless
Then I cried they were your last words to me
For the only words I wanted to hear was that you loved me

P.s.. It's a smoothing song.. both mv n lyrics are sad.. Kyu's jazzy voice..make the songs sounds purrrfect.. haha as usual he sings well. Loving it..

2009-08-23T13:51:00.002+08:00

Hee.. I watched the Prop0sal w my lovely n noisy colleagues + a colleagues' fren sheralyn hahaha.. Its truly a loving Comedy.. I tink 70% of the time i m laughin.. woo.. i had a feast in the cinema.. nachos.. chix.. hotdogs... popcorns.. n we finished all of it.. sounds vv much like a glutton.. Then went to chill out 1 Caramel.. They serve quite nice gourmet tea.. and cakes.. we've tried Lychee Rose, Red Velvet and Chocolate Fudge.. hee.. i like lychee rose.. but bcuz we are al darn full by the popcorns stuff. we could finish the choco fudge.. too rich.. haha.. the tea was quite nice.. they do serve wine there too.. hmm shall date some ple to drink ...

Ytd went to have seafood w ssaem, n the korean class gang.. it was good food but abit ex.. well the process tat took me there was a bit hot!.. i had to walk there for 20-30mins... haha.. usually i cycle there.. but din expect the vast difference btn cycling n walking.. hee... Ssaem looks the same. n seems like gettin more classes. ade is still taking personal classes w her.. Me undecided what i want to do.. but at least i wanna take the beginner of T0piK. Hee aft dinner we had a walk along the beach.. den headed home.. hee.. it wasn't too stressful.. aft all.. i still understan n able to reply ssaem.. hahaha..

Tmr is exercise day.. i suspect my body will ache on Tuesday.. since its NEW b0dy class.. lotsa stretching.. my gosh... hahahaha..

2009-08-11T22:39:00.003+08:00

Hee i went full house w 2 ladies last fri...

We had a gr8 meal.. The side dishes which u only pay $1 per person... neva failed to make me satisfied... hee.. dan dan finished 3 plates of mung beans!!! (the long dao gey)... haha...

I had whole load of fun w them.. imagine we took 100 pics tat nite..

Hee had brownie n creme brulee at Cafe Oliv3.. The brownie is superb..

Shall go back to try their german food another time..

2009-08-11T22:26:00.003+08:00

Bdae Ladies.. from Jul to Aug...

This is me... This is Danielle...

This is Gwen...
Hee... end of the month one more to go...

Guess who.... haha.

( A vv Famous Heroine Character in Chinese History)

2009-08-11T20:21:00.003+08:00

Cosmic Treatment...

Haha.. as most ple wld have known.. i did cosmic treatment..
the amt i spend was lots..
Read abt it online.. well so glad tat i did it.. (does it sound self console?)
"Last me for abt 3-4 mths, its vv soft and shiny, not dead str8 like rebonding, I've not experience damage or split ends from this treatment."
Sounds good.. hopefully i've the same effect for the next 3 -4 mths..
It's actually a hair relaxing treatment.. Its over priced.. but.. heard fringe itself wld cost $100++.

haha.. post pic.. aft i take one on fri! hahaha..

2009-08-01T16:41:00.001+08:00

Always Keep the Faith...

5-1=0

2009-07-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

Hee.. while searching for 성민.. i chance upon this.. haha.. like it like it...

haha i like 성민.. he is sooo freaking good w his guitar... n bass.. omg.!!!

오빠밴드 rox!!!

2009-07-26T18:51:00.003+08:00

haha... the best cover of Gee...

pls control vol over ur speakers...

Totally love this song becuz of sungmin n sunny.. nice combi.. woo.. long dj-ing made their duets sooo much nicer than they 1st started...

2009-07-26T18:28:00.001+08:00

Haha.. jus watched an interesting vid..
Laughter y0ga.. haaa..

I gt the idea from ch A aft watching db's laughter y0ga.. It was really weird at 1st..
But aft getting the influence of others laughter.. it wld be really fun..

Laughter is the best medicine!

2009-07-19T13:50:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. thanks to everyone that wished me.. and celebrated for me..

Haha.. it's been abt 2 mths since i last met them.. kinda nice to have lunch at this indonesian restaurant.. we promised to go for crab feast the next time.. prolly in august.. haha..

Totally envious tat sybril n steph are extending their stay till early august.. Heard from merryanne that they are attending all kinds of concerts there.. awwwww i wanna go..

Jus wish tat i could stay there for 3 mths or more.. hmm considering it now.. perhaps next year if possible.. no longer young.. shld try 2 fulfil wateva dreams that is within my means... esp when i wan to head back to the books.. but still too early to say this.. if i cldn't continue then.. i will have to leave..

Thanks 7ps - 1.. for celebrating my bdae.. Sum0m0 is quite a nice play.. we shall go back n try more stuff the next time.. its a place where u can cook ur own okonomiyaki.. basically its quite easy since they had prepared everything for u... haha.. Oh btw.. i totally love Rive-Gauche cakes.. its really yummy.. the cake is soft.. i love it! haha.. We went to "mine's" cafe.. but i prefer the staff at set-ter-les. n i feel more comfortable there too.. wanna go there again.. quite ok to spend $10 for a good fun sat aftnn.. Hee.. looking fwd to prawning session.. Moo.. we try to co-ordinate k! i've been longing to do it.. haha..

It's been quite taxing since i return from vacation.. Esp when work comes in as urgent when its 4-5pm.. aish.. Hang on there my warriors.. we'll get pass it! (haha.. they prolly won't c this).

Dan's finally back tmr.. my toilet partner.. we wld crap crap crap.. we are the twins... btw she is a leftie tooo... (Jme.. u r twin too.. dun worry.. i wldnt forget u...) muahaha...

2009-07-08T22:34:00.004+08:00

Hmm... i'm so tired.. i'm back from europe...

Been working vv hard for the past two days...

Waiting for the weekend to come.. sometimes i wonder..

y ple mus work so hard... simple life wld b peaceful...

perhaps thrill makes life more interesting...

haha.. photos already in my com.. jus too lazy to blog..

hmm continue saving hard so tat i can..... **wish**

Next yr i soooo wanna go db's concert.. isit possible .. i wonder...

No connections... probably a lil hard..

Suffered from jet lag.. can't sleep well at nite.. or shld i say can't sleep..

i actually woke up to surf net at the middle of the nite.. bcuz i can't sleep..

haha.. hope tonite wld be better.. tmr mus wake up early.. it's thurs..

the good thing is.. i'm working from home...

dad's returning to work tmr.. like me.. he is suffering from laziness.. haha..

but i m working hard... so hard tat i've skipped lunch for 2 days.. sickening..

hmm anyway of all the places i've travalled this time..

I absolutely love Paris n Blackpool.. shall post photo soon...

jus a preview.. i shall post a grp photo taken in frankfurt..

**i look super fat here... argh.. i'm not tat fat can!!!**

2009-06-07T12:37:00.003+08:00

Finally i tried botak.. hmm not bad.. i tink its reasonable for price.. i personally like the fish. chips and the baked cheese potato.. sobs forgt to bring my camera.. will rem the next time..

Then we went to ice3.. hmm tot it was abit expensive.. $12 for an ice cream.. wld rather go to haagen.. for fondue.. haha.. but nevertheless.. we actually walked from yiochukang rd.. to serangoon gardens. it was amazing.. nice walk.. aft a meal of western food...

Hmm tinking of heading to the beach next weekend.. we ought to get some sun shine.. vit d!

Ytd i went to east coast for cycling.. wow within 2-3 hrs.. i've gt myself tanned on my hands..

Its was a good worked out.. since i took double bike w my dad.. i took control for the journey back.. it was pretty good.. haha.. Looking forward to more hiking n biking sessions...

Went home dead beat.. can't bear the heat at home.. so off to ikea.. to my surprise.. i actually met my boss.. (haha.. so cute.. he wore the same top as his 13-yr-old son.. haha.. anyway. since the day i know him.. i have believed that he is a "filial" dad.. haha.. ) Ikea was freaking packed.. same goes to giant.. I guess we dun haf many places to go in s'pore...

Hmm i started watching Beethoven vi-rus ytd... well i like the plot.. n geun suk... tat made me stayed till 3.. wonder wat made me do tat..

I'm upset they didn't tell me things when i tot all were to share.. how deep can it be measured.? i doubt it can be.. its all in the heart. the importance of a person.. who ever asked..

i wonder wat m i to them.. perhaps.. it only a one-way ticket.. i will forgive but not forgets..

2009-06-04T21:16:00.005+08:00

Woo.. jus watched a min preview for Heaven's Postman..

It looks like a freaking touching story...

Generally.. the plot is talking abt a guy who falls into coma (become semi veg).. becomes a postman (messenger) from heaven delivering letters from departed to their loved ones..

Of cuz the cliche part is.. he will meet one person tat wld him.. n slowly.. falls in love w her..

hmm.. i doubt will have a happy ending.. most prob a vv touching ending...

So wanna watch it.. it gives a millionaire 1st love feel though.. Suddenly feel like singing Insa.. (I jus heard tat live vs from db) hahaha..The background music from the preview sounds good.. sung by jaejoongie...

Sometimes.. i jus have that feeling....

Fly away... fly away.. love....

2009-06-01T23:01:00.001+08:00

Woot... Jus watched Ter-mi-nA-tor SalvaT-ion...
Hmmm i mus say... there's a story behind this.. and a lesson to learn...
Don't be over-reliant on machines as it can lead to the downfall of humans...
Being smart is not only acting smart.. haha... Not much of a cute guy show..
Guys wld definitely love it.. Kinda warcraft here...
On my way home.. jus before i board the train.. there's a strange sound tat reminded me soo much of the film.. it really sounded like some aircraft landing.. rynn n me gave each other a look and lols... haha..

It's a monday nite.. gtta head back to bed... Of all days.. y did i chose monday?
haha.. maine had to make tat mistake.. i wanna watch monsters vs aliens.. it looks cute..

Jus some side note.. promises are meant to last till another person turn her back on u..
Perhaps there's no ever lasting.. Jus moments in life u gtta cherish.. n luff at ur own memories and foolishness.. haha.. Spend more time w da ple ya love!

2009-05-31T21:07:00.005+08:00

Jus wanna leave this here..

Celebrated Mum's day 2-3weeks back..

Went to the Arch..

Hmm the food is not bad.. but.. den again.. i tink there are better nonya food ard..

jus tat some of their dishes look quite special..

I like there gulat melaka.. its yummy w glutinous rice.. ( no pic!)

Here's some food tat i ate.. forgot to take the rest.. haha..

1. Auntie's fish head (Assam fish head) haha.. (PS: Curry is Uncle)

2. I think this is Ponteh Chix.. forgot the name.. it looks blackish but i tink its better than the fish head.. i like the spice in it..

3. Ngoh Hiang.. Its crispy.. goes perfect w the chilli..

2009-05-31T20:51:00.003+08:00

Woot.. finally i met up w 7Ps ytd..
hmm we went to BQ korea.. wasn't fantastic..
But i m still wondering how they manage to get a full set of korean channels on their tv!!!! I wan it too!!!
Had lotsa fun at Settler's.. I mus admit.. we can be violent while being gentle..
haha.. lotsa finger nails scratching.. haha...
The last game "Say Anything" is quite a nice game.. u get to know ya frens better..

today i walked up mount faber.. n finally i manage to walk thru henderson waves..
quite refreshing.. but the weather is HOT!
I mus continue to exercise.. nid not be strenuous .. jus exercise will do me good.
still thinking shld i take up tennis.. hmmmm....

My msn is still down.. so weekend no msn.. haha.. tat's soooo sad....

2009-05-30T23:16:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. it's a wonderful aca grp tat has gone missing...
Totally love the voices they have...
I missed Butterfly grave... It's been a few years le.. i was in love and still am in love w this song..
Haha.. y the sudden tot of this.. bcuz on 29 Apr (YESUNGIE!!! TEUKIE!!! SUNGMINIE!!! EUNHYUKIE!!!) it was sung on Sukira.. n i was in seoul den... perharps.. i could have seen them if i went on the vv 1st nite... SOBS!!!!

Anyway enjoy this beautiful song...

2009-05-24T15:57:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. The kpop music... is gooing this way...

Su-ju - Sorry sorry.... neo ra go....
Sn-sd - ggggg baby baby ggggg baby..
Kara - honey honey... honey honey...
WG - tell me tell me.... Nobody nobody butt u...
toPm - Again again...
Brown Eye Gals - eo jeot da.. eo jeot da..

Jus naming afew... if ya a kpoppy fan... haha probably ya know these songs..
Dun ya find similarities in them...
On repetitive mode.. works like jingles that make them super popular..
hmmm tat's the current direction...
Somehow.. someone gtta make a breakthru out of all these songs..
Waiting... haha..

To end this off.. Super Junior - It's You (너라고)

2009-05-23T22:34:00.003+08:00

Hmm... I wanna eat all the cakes (& pastries) and ice cream in the world..

Craving for baskin robbins is getting way toooo strong...

Hmm.. desserts too.. my sweet tooth... haha..

Went to the tp 1 ytd.. it wasn't tat impressive aft all..

The Japanese food street was alrite.. Lotsa ple though.. the ramen is good..

The okonomiyaki was alrite only.. dun understan y the long wait for that.

Had the macha parfait for dessert.. hmmm haha normal..

Wld like to try the bbq stuf the next time.. shld i go there again..

UniQ.. seriously aft gg to other countries outlet.. wld find s'pore expensive and nuttin much..

Hee the only thing i like abt tp 1 is.. there are lotsa cake shops.. haha..

hmm woke uup early to go for the CCL ride..

well i tink it wld b convenient for me to go bishan now.. hee hee..

Weekends are getting boring.. but still somethin i look forward to...

Can i just disappear for a mth or 2... ? Its so hard to try... or shld i say... does it even matter?

Dreams.. haha.. are jus one's fear or one's desire.. haha... its haunting me..!

Set aside.. my dearies are having a concert in beijing.. on 11 Jul.. my goodnessssssssssss............

I can't gooooooooo.... can someone jus get me a weekend get-a-way tix to bj...... aishhhhh!!!!

2009-05-08T23:26:00.002+08:00

It's that time of the year...
I wish i could participate in any one of the concerts..

Hearing the recording are so nice... stand by you is superb..
Can't imagine how good their live wld be if i m there to listen..

Sickening.. envious ple that heard them live and c them dance...
I wanna be part of the crowd.. chants...
I simply love the atmosphere (unity) at live concerts btn the audience n the artistes.

Js... i m so relieve to c ya walking once again.. dun over-exert..
Hopefully you could recover in time for the Dream Concert.. Dome...!
Fighting!

Tea break

2009-04-25T09:32:00.002+08:00

Hee had some coffee talk w the 3 pretty babes on last sat.. one day aft grad..

Look at eunice red specs.. she is cute rite.. hahaha..

Personally, i like the pic w the 3 of them.. so well taken.. muahaha. pretty pretty..

Set tat aside.. have been in hiatus for almost a mth.. goodness.. i m waiting for 28th apr nite.. needa break from all the horrendous work.. (at least a tea brk).. my cab claim has crossed the 100 mark. haha.. dunno to be happy or sad. neva in my life i've taken tat much cabs within a mth.. wateva it is.. i've learnt pretty much from there.. and more to come.. i m not tat tat impt.. so while i m away dun tink will affect themm tat tat much.. the dumb thing is.. i m looking forward to the trip but dread the tot when i nid to come back.. and lotsa stuff lining up to do.. darn...hahaha irony of life

Hmm seoul i m coming.. gtta shop shop shop... dad jus said this to me... easy come easy go.. i rebutted.. hard to come but easy to go.. haha.. seriousli.. but i wanna be happy and spend!

Hmmm seems kinda cool there.. still thinking wat to pack.. haha.. ry has already started... Alls tat in my luggage is pipagao and 2 cetaphil moisturising lotion for steph and sybril.. i m soooo lazy.. haha..

I wanna meet up w the girls when i m back... its been long since we actually had a 7p outing.. and duckie is having exams.. good luck to her! to the rest... life live to the fullest!

Graduation...

2009-04-25T09:17:00.004+08:00

Uni life.. went off in a swift.. Welcomed working life for abt 7-8mths.. Well in such a short life.. many events are happening.. Anyway.. Congratulations to all that was there.! We've successfully graduated and start a new phase of our lives.. no matter what.. work hard! work Smart!

e-li-da's bdae.. hahaha

2009-03-31T22:33:00.002+08:00

2009-03-07T12:31:00.002+08:00

Wooo... For the past week...
Interesting.. i lunch out twice.. (both bedok) but amazingly we came back within an hr.
Thurs we had sakae.. cuz its Elida's bdae.. poor thing.. needa work on her birthday..
I bought mac for brkfast for her... hope she liked it.. n we treated her sakae n awfulli choco cake..
hmmm i still like banana choco da best..

Haha.. i nida sit down n start doing the past lessons wkbk.. haven being handing in..
didn't expect marks to be counted. haha.. so i gotta bomb e ssam w wkshts this tues..
To continue or not.. perhaps i'm gonna take a term brk.. vv tired.. needa rest.. soon.!
Looking forward to last week of Apr!

Parents' gg taiwan n hk for 6 days.. haha.. but not likely to ask them get stuff for me..
they r there to eat eat n eat.. sight seeing.. too..
i wish they cld export back bubble tea n XXXXXL chix! hhaaha...

Shall post some pics of my colls when i'm back.. tonite i'm gg for the eS'pore entertainment awards.. hope hear mani mani songs.. Xiao zhuuuuu i wanna c u....! Chen Qi Zhen's music is good.. haha localli.. stef sun n jj lin are wat i m looking foward too!

3mins..

2009-02-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

2mths.. have passed for 2009.

What's coming up next in the next 10?

There are a whole list of things i wan to do..

bUt! life is always full of regrets...

i had tat pact.. fulfil wat i promised myself...

seems like ones gone.. aiyooooo...

looking forward 2 others to become true...

I m looking forward 2 attending a concert this yr.. ( intention was travel or spend on concert!)

haha.. shld go travelling.. cuz the exchange rates r realie much better.. esp the places i wan 2 go..

As for jap.. not a good year to go.. cuz their currency is still stayin strong against S'pore!

Set that aside... jus came back from M n suckily they screwed up my booking.. darn.. i had telephone records la.. n my colleagues can b my witnesses... darn it.... i could haf flared up since al the not so happy events happened in a string.. well... since it's moo bdae celebration.. i shall let it go.. n not make others unhappy.!

If i could jus disappear from this place for few days.

2009-02-28T12:49:00.003+08:00

I always have that urge to leave.. i could leave all familiar things ard me..

Go somewhere totally new.. no one knows me..

Start afresh... No burdens..

Will i survive..? i shld start this venture someday..

Given the age i m .. its abt time i plan for this..

I shld b brave enuff 2 face things myself..

meet new experiences and new ple.. all by myself..

I wld.. i promise myself.. i wld go travelling by myself one day..

Perhaps.. its time for me to make more frens..

n do things i alwaes wanted 2 do.. n alwaes stopped by certain circumstances..

Learn to accept things.. n harsh reality..

Stop being a coward.. perhaps...

여행 가고싶어...혼자 또 가야돼..

Haixxxx

2009-02-28T10:19:00.002+08:00

Jus went u r w all the hopes of gg.. then suddenly.. it breaks...

totally disappointed.. perhaps.. i shld go venture alone.. but its expensive to go alone.
sucks...

i nid 2 find kakhis.. sian diao.. totally...

i was soooo ready to go... seriousli... shld haf kept mum..

i even told my cols tt i m taking leave le...

darn it....

i hate having high hopes then disappointment.... tt feeling really sucks...

mayb i shld learn from hue jae... travel independently...

How bad can things go?

2009-02-17T23:53:00.002+08:00

tomorrow i gtta face the music.. aft the happenings of tonite..
darn.. i shld haf been more familiar w it..
i guess.. i m jus plain slow...

lesson learnt... i oso dunno... try 2 b faster...
i gt no idea.. wat's wrong w me..
haixxx....

To fulfil wat u desire....

2009-02-14T12:11:00.004+08:00

Hee.. ytd nite.. i had a crazy tot..

I wasn't the only one tat agreed..

wat's more surprising.. someone had tat same telepathy too..

imagine tat sms she send me.. realie surprised me!

well hope it will come true... I mus put this into action! no matta wat!!

I needa break... total lack of sleep... hangin in there!

Next week gtta b another hectic week..

Tues i m not gg for class.. gonna stay in office till late..

Cabbies pls come look for me!

I wanna go shopping.. man..

Jus feel like getting some good food aft a whole busy n tiresome week..

Awaiting for 20th Feb... Red Pig wait for me....!!!

FAK on ur feet!!!

21st.. Perhaps.. Kushinbo.. n mayb class outing.. haha..

gotta save some $$$!

Back from Hiatus....!

2009-02-07T22:59:00.003+08:00

I'm back...

Kinda.. lazy.. Kinda.. Busy.. Perhaps.. Kinda.. tired..!

Hee.. cny has been a eating eating n still eating.. feasting away.. haha..

The fri b4 cny... i had minori... freaking.. good.. sashimi..

Then the following fri.. i had... thai food.. despite my flu n thoart conditions...

Ytd.. i had... chi-korean food.. jjajiangmyeong.. n sweet n sour pork.. gooodddd..

i had dessert at.. Nectarie le'Dessert Patisserie.. their ice cream is realie.. goooooooood!

wanna visit there again.. haha.. more cakes n strudels...

Today i had... no sign bd... seafood was.. darn... goooood... but super ex.... mymymy...

Tmr! I'm gonna haf buffet at my hse... another rd of foood again..

darn growing fat... am still trying to resist cny goodies tooooo...

Set tat aside... i'm in love w gajeong couple.. totalie cute.. muahaha..

haha.. n daesungie can sing pretty well.. totally amazed! wished i cld watch "CATS"

haha... crappy..!

Work's gonna be sooooo scary soon... i gtta speed up..

New Challenges gonna bring me to another stage of my life.. haha..!

파이딩!힘내!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009-01-01T21:07:00.004+08:00

Wow.. for a new year...

my resolutions are....... still thinking...

hopefully will come true...

gotta get rest n get myself pushing when the hard times begins....

ganbatte!!! fighting!!!!

I miss certain phase n certain people who used to b vv close to..

Perhaps growing up n moving on are part of harsh reality..

I will b strong n learn to stand alone

Don't forget...

2008-12-20T11:49:00.004+08:00

Don't forget.. how u come this far..

Don't forget.. how life goes on while missing a lost loved one..

Don't forget.. who are w u when u nid someone..

Don't forget.. to cherish what u've now..

Don't forget.. Lifes nuttin w/o love n ple..

Don't forget.. What did u wished for when u were young..

Don't forget.. wat u lost b4 n wish to have it back..

Lastly.. Don't forget to say/do what u wan to say/do today..!

My field trip to pengerang

2008-12-14T22:41:00.002+08:00

In case u r wondering.. where's this place.. its at the outskirt of johor.. u can actuali take a 45mins boat ride from changi jetty. well i din take much photos.. hmm i had a vv wonderful lunch.. i had baby lobster( a mus try there!!!).. chilli crab(w the mantou wahh.. the pincer full of flesh~~).. ginger onion pork(vv tender).. some potato leaves w sambal.. gooood~~~.. its not vv expensive.. imagine having more than enuff food for 6 person at onli S$70.. haha not to mention the ple there are rather friendli.. not so bad as i tot it might be.. i had a bus ride back to the city of johor.. wah the clothes n shoes r quite cheap there.. but then.. i was too tired 2 shop.. wans to go back there b4 CNY.. i had food feast again.. haha.. as usual.. my dad bought a vv special charcoal bread.. wonder how it taste.. hee.. finalli we r heading home.. upon c-ing the horrible jam at the immigration we decided to take a train.. haa.. it was rather long ride.. due to waiting time.. but at least we r waiting in comfort la.. the train ride was comfortable.. n clean.. dad was telling how horrible it was last time.. back then u wld haf gottn bodyaches aft a train ride .. as for now the clearing of immigration is rather a hassle.. i saw tat two hush puppies sniffing the train.. haha cute!!! by the time i m back in spore its already 10plus.. n of cuz reaching home wld b almost 12.. hee. tiring but eventful ba.. hope to haf more field trips.. fun fun!!! ;)

Was Mia-ing.. Will Still be Mia-ing

2008-12-14T22:20:00.003+08:00

the birthday girllll jme!!! Trying to appreciate the cake...

the 7p-1 (charlene~~ whr r u~~~!!!)

mymy.. i haven gt the chance to blog in dec.. muahaha...

quite eventful...

happened to went timbre sometime bac w 7ps.. cuz of jme bdae.. shall share some photos.. hmm the following weekend i had an early x'mas celebration w my colleagues.. went ktv.. had dinner at sush te den head to hk cafe to haf desserts.. that public holis.. i met up w 7ps to settle the x'mas elebration on the 19th.. looking forward to wateva tat i m receiving for x'mas... hee ;)

this weekend.. its super duper tired.. wed i had a wedding dinner which ended rather late.. to make things worse.. the following dae is a thurs which hella busy day for me.. i m still lack of sleep... haha.. sat i woke up at 6plus 7 to head to pengarang... again i slept at 1 the previous nite.. finalli my sunday.. i woke up at 8.. had a family gathering at my uncle's hse. which is in bkt tmah.. finallie i m home!! in conclusion.. LACK of SLEEP!!!

weekends are super short for me... aish... i nid a break... hangin in there till jan.. CNY cleaning!!! omg!!! hahaha.. enuff of crapping....

more photos to come..

coming soon...

in addition.. i m happy for them.. my dearies won daesang at golden disk!! imagine selling more than 470k discs for jus one album.. its realie amazing.. haha.. bb sold 400k w 3 albums.. i m happy for them too.. jus tat.. perhaps those tat attend will get prizes!!! the harsh fact!!! hee..!

Wat lies tmr...

2008-11-30T21:41:00.003+08:00

On my... its scary.. i wonder wat lies tmr..

i mus b ready 2 fight war..

though i witness one last wk.

무섭다! ! !

weeek.... ends....

2008-11-23T15:27:00.004+08:00

hmm weekend... is almost gone..

There's certainli change in emotions jus towards the end...

Life n death.. i seem to see things in a different shade soon..

Happiness and departures.. perhaps are things tt life mus go thru..

When one smiles.. someothers might be crying elsewhere.. hmm..

its inevitable.. all we can do is to. cherish wat we haf..

Quarrels.. perhaps its jus a momentary gush of anger..

the worst is when u dun even wanna tok to that person..

i m still learning to pace w the working society..

perhaps.. i m still too naive..

Aniwae.. i was pretty shocked tt minnie cried.. but jus hope wateva may the reason be.. they will b still there 2 produce good music for us.. i believe i m not the onli one hoping for tt they will stay foreva..

Ibeeam big blooo

2008-11-23T14:59:00.002+08:00

hee... these are my colleagues... right.. mumu.. diana.. gwen.. elida.. dan n me!!We definiteli enjoyed the candy floss.. it was a long wait...
Don't u think we look like long lost sisters?

Biiiieegggg bllluuuu

Dan.. Justina.. Elida.. n Gwen.. where's me??

hmm i've goot the fotos... hee... hee...

변

2008-11-16T13:27:00.006+08:00

Dumb me.! my sixth sense has been quite accurate lately.. spot on! perhaps i cld see things clearly.. i dunno.. blinded by myself sometimes.. haha.. ytd i had some fun @ the bg blue. but its horrible in some ways... the pics will tell a thousand words.. waiting 4 dan 2 upld it!! hee.. the most wonderful part is.. dearie gwen won a W-ii.. the most ironic thing is... she jus bought it last wkend.. haha..! but cool lor. 2nd prize le... we screamed when she went up.. n had some hoarse voice aft tt.. haha.. had a drink at bakerzin aft tt. chat chat.. gettin 2 noe them better.. fun n noisy bunch..

haha me n 2 others saw e vv pretty fireworks from s0ng 0f the sea.. den we went," wahhh".. den everyone in the monorail look at us n wahhh tooo... haha.. then so paisei... cuz they were lookin at us lor.. haha.. we can get abit crazy sometimes... looking forward 2 next outing.

Fangirl mode..

my loveli db babies won best album of the year.. dearie minne cried realli badly( usualli he dun cry on cams!!!) .. i wonder if its disappointment tt they din win the best artiste.. no matter wat.. jus dun disband k! i realie love them! in terms of personality... talents... wateva... dun dun dun disband!!! LSM dun do tis! Even though one day.. they may start falling.. but... they haf been doing realie well... u can't haf the better of both ends since they haf been missing in kor for 2 yrs.. mus add in their success (though i still feel not vv vv gr8) in japan!!! I like their hardwork! Motivation!!! Teamwork!!!

Enuff of fangirling.. i wanna go get down 2 some stuff.. hee.. tmr's a start of a hectic week!

Changes.. changes in ple ard me.. its not surprising.. but i jus dun wanna change rs btn me n ple.. its difficult 2 sustain.. n i already gettin tired. tryin too hard i guess. or perhaps i m too insignificant.

As the day goes by..

2008-11-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

hmm.. well its abt time i get myself growing in my current role.. nid to expand my little brain to get some storming gg.. added new responsibilities.. n of cuz it gets busier.. today i had a vv exciting day.. gettin into the real thing.. someone jus pop by n ask u abt stuff.. n of cuz u haf to ans them... preparing more impt stuff.. n gtta noe more abt the excel spreadsheet n ppt... its jus not too easy.. i m a ganjiong spider... haha.. everyone ard me asked me to relax.. dun worrie.. when things go wrong.. jus fixed it.. but at least try 2 ask when u dunno.. i m starting 2 discover mistakes on my own.. so yeap i m still a baby in my team.. hee.. but baby nids 2 grow up one day!! btw.. tmr's fiesta.. haha.. its starts at 3.30 n ends till late.. seems like we gonna stay till then.. shall take some pics n share..

Looking forward to the 1st wk of dec... haha long weekend... wanna haf a good sleep.. wondering y i sleep much lesser in wkend than weekday! weird man.. wateva the reason.. i nid to work hard... n try 2 get myself in ever-ready mode.. hee!

Ps: What's the colour of the black chicken feather? haha.. I gt it rite! Did u?

Worlds Within...

2008-11-09T22:42:00.003+08:00

Somehow.. this had caught me into watching a drama... i love the tots they made in their mind.. simple but yet this qtn alwaes pops... haha.. perhaps the cast are e ple tat i like too.. hoping it gets better... simple n sweet!

LIVE!!!

2008-11-07T23:49:00.002+08:00

The Concert Stage

우리 친구!

루인 씨

Voices.Of.Soul Stage

these are the pics.. i've for the concerts.. i wanna go more!

Kpop N|ght ConCert!

2008-11-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

my my.. i had a superb nite tonite! omg! they sang live for every song i believe! darn cool! but its too short.. not enuff to satisfy me.. i wan more more more!!!
hee i personalli love V.O.S. they were great! beautiful live rox! kim joong wook sounds good too! so sad.. junjin's one kinda short.. i hope he had sung more.. like one of my fave songs in his albums.. haha andy's propose is good! haha.. he's cute! wg... hee.. mani fans ard xia.. i can feel the heat when they came out! U kiss vv nen le.. i feel lao.. 2pm.. haha high man.. 10 of out 10! all the way~~ jewelry sounds gr8! but vv little interaction le.. baby one more time.. come come! lee an sang too.. but hmmm i wasn't realie paying attn.. sorrie~~ the most out of the blue one is carrie yeo.. dunno who is she.. ern.. y's she dere? i realie wonder.. haha.. but overall! i m darn high~~ losing my voice soon.. took some pics.. but not the stars la.. shall post ltr~~

Ps! i wish some of my fave came.. but this concert wasn't disappointing.. i like the atmosphere!

기분 좋은 날

2008-10-31T23:44:00.001+08:00

hee.. amazing.. how things happened this way~~!
hopefully i can get a good view...~~!
hopefully someone will be there~~!
hopefully i won't be tat tired~~!

A walk in the beach

2008-10-26T12:06:00.003+08:00

Ytd morning.. went to changi beach w my papa n mama. hee had nasi lemak.. n a walk at the beach.. wow i was amazed by ple who caught fish there.. though certain part of the beach is kinda dirty.. wonder how did we lift up to the green city when i saw thrown awae boxes n cans n beer bottles.. yucks.. haha but certainli the air was not bad.. but jus tt it was too near the road where the exhaust gas will b polluting the area.. in the morning not so mani cars.. so not too bad.. hee tt's my parents playing the see-saw.. we played the swing too.. well a walk at the beach is vv relaxing.. destress.. i wanna cycle!!! shall go to another play 2 walk walk next time..

getting lazy to update here.. but will do it regularli.. i nid 2 change my playlist n skin soon.. i picked it loong ago but jus lazy 2 change it. haha..i m still wondering how my dearie frens can sleep till mid day when i start to get headache when i sleep till 9plus.. haha prolli i m having an old person's body in me.

Certainli agree tt we mus start saving money. economy gg hayewired! oil prices dropping drasticalli but things dun seem to go back to the old price.. perhaps.. this is wat usuali is said.. consumer necessities price goes up but neva comes down.. our cost of living is getting harder to sustain isn't it? my my..

Aishh~~~

2008-10-18T09:15:00.003+08:00

Hmmm its been almost 2 wks since i last updated.. this past week had been vv long.. dunno y.. prolly we r all vv hardworking.. muahaha. wooott..
in the mid wk while having a vv tiring day.. i heard a news.. tat's the K0rean P0p C0ncert in S'pore. omg! but then.. its jus so difficult to get tix.. aish... n falls on tues... how weird 2 have a concert on tues! ! ! argh!!!

i finalli gaf my treats 2 7ps.. had thai food w moo n twins last wk.. n ytd i had jap food w ry n eunice.. left w tat duck.. she is too busy 2 entertain me.. sobs... smeelly duck.. gif u treat oso so bad.. i wanna pluck all u feathers n cook beijing duck.. den i c a big cow (bull wld b more sensible) attempting 2 revenge against me.. nonsensical..

aniwae.. i wanna drink!!! but next mth ba.. i was telling eunice.. let's make it a mthli event! haha..
ohhh my colleagues r arranging an outing to Huang tng ala carte buf.. its super ex.. but i tink its gonna taste super yummy! heee!!

weeet! i c my tummy stretching.. mymy its time 2 keep fit!

U Raise Me up! Dbsk! Ye-Eun!

2008-10-05T23:03:00.004+08:00

spare urself 3 mins to feel tis.. its amazing how a 7yr old who is visualli impaired can play the piano at tat level! well look at urself.. tell urself dun gif up.. there's are better things coming up next if u use ur heart n soul to do it n take a step back to look at things.. u might feel much much better!

흐흐흐! 경고

2008-10-05T13:53:00.003+08:00

so irritating!!!!! its jus so hard to be nice! argh!
boring wkend!
argharghargh bite bite bite!
chew all of it into pcs n spit it out!
getting on my nerves!

shall go get something nice for myself! dun care le!
hymph! i wanna go somewhr by myself.. diy!

Vlookup(yl<100,"Room for Improvemt","Keep up the good work")

2008-10-04T15:09:00.005+08:00

haha xcel ple might understand my title better.. i nid to keep improving.. no laggards.. this is wat i've been saying to myself! hmm its interesting tat every Q i mus write wat i've learn each Q. i like this. cuz it tells me how interesting my job can b to learn new things every Q. which means my value is increasing..

woot! back to fg-ing.. mymy.. i m addicted 2 crazy love.. din realie like the song when i 1st heard it. well it gt into me now.. its kinda retro to me.. but its pretty sweet.. i m intro-ing a few songs every now n then.. the 2nd song is forgotten season by dearie jae-j00ng. it's a ballad to listen to esp in oct. n autumn. of cuz the lyrics has the word oct inside.. haha. i m enjoying their comeback performances. can onli spend the nite looking at them n wkends.. love to watch other stuff too. i m starting to catch beethoven virus.. its quite interesting.. of cuz due to jang gs. i m totalli liking him.. interested can gif it a try. its abt classical music la. pretty fresh plot.

oh i wanna watch Closing the Ring. by the OC gurl mischa burton. it looks sad but.. hmm prolly boring if u r tired.. stilll i wanna watch it... anione wanna join me for timbre? i feel like... chilling out.. n listening to bands.. stilll... money has been flowing out.. i nid 2 save if i wanna go somewhr next yr.. n plan my leave.!haha! i wan nice cakes n desserts too! i wanna go siglap! heard got lotsa nice food...

oops tooo mani wans... can kill my wallet! haha shall keep it cool! haha.. (oh the cake is wat i 'gif' ry for her b4 bdae end present!)

2008-09-28T18:58:00.002+08:00

Hee this is wat we ate ytd.. in celebration of ru-ying's bdae.. haha hope she likes oven.. i will b 2nd in line to try her baking.. 1st shld leave it to her family.. haha.. oops.. i wana eat cakes n desserts.. craving.. sobs.. let's hope tues we can realie go for one.. so how was the super uber sour drink i made for u? was it ok for u? sobs.. if u threw it away jus dun tell me.. jus dun even bother replying me when i ask k. jus say no n i will get it.. sobs.. haha..

hmm db's comeback on inki was good... i m falling in love e whole albumm.. e 1st time wasn't as good as i hope.. but as i listen more.. i m liking all e songs... dunno y.. e music is realie nice.. n catchy... haha prolli i m too into themm... stop it! haha.. i can't! actualie i realie look 4ward to family outing.. haha.. i wanna c junsu n yunho n dae sung.. haha.. wonder wat kind of sparks i will get frm there!

Challenge

2008-09-26T21:32:00.003+08:00

Hmmm somethin to ponder abt.. u might b tgt since young... but the challenge is... aft u haf started leading ur own life.. do u still bother to keep in contact? or even leave a simple msg? meet ups will soon b more difficult.. when bgr comes in.. tat tests how strong e rs is.. i wonder.. tat left me w a '?'.. onli time will tell..

Today is supposedli a happy day.. jus tat some weird attitude came 2 me jus this evening.. haha. oh hmm i m still happy cuz i have a vv sweet dream this morning.. haha.. can onli leave it in my dream n not reality.. hhaha.. oh hoooo n of cuz my db's album is out! muahahA!. i nid my crc soon.. arhhhh i wanna buy it! the music wasn't wat i expected.. but the genre is wwwwiidddee! amazingli they r reali tryin al kinds.. haha jaejoongie's rap is cute! shows his versatility... i love them! as all ple ard me noes.. oh tat two songs mention in e earlier post sounds awesome in the cd vs. my hair kinda stand for 노을...바라보다 .. its vv nice song... darn touching.. dunno y i noe some urge.. shall post some more of their songs here soon!

hmmm i wanna do alot of things.. lacking of courage again.. coward me.. feeling moody again.. shucks.. haha .. i m still dreaming of my ideal fri nite.. drinking w frens or jus chill outs.. even a simple fare.. life's gonna b a boredom is it goes on like this...... sobs....

넌 나의 노래

2008-09-22T21:35:00.004+08:00

hmmm aft hearing this song...넌 나의 노래 .. i realie love it.. the lyrics r beautiful.. shall do my own translation ltr.. hmm i absoluteli love the acappella at the end.. the perfect harmonisation of my faves! haha.. well 노을...바라보다 is another vv nice melody.. the lyrics i haven figure out yet.. but sureli not bad.. seems like yunnie has be expressing his vocals on ballads.. he sounds darn good these days.. haha.. sorrie.. but if u notice e past him n now its worlds apart in his vocal strengths.. haha.. can't wait for 24th.. full album.. can't concentrate on work tis morning cuz i m craving 2 hear these 2 songs.. since last nite.. n i can't sleep.. haha..

aniwae.. ytd.. i went shopping.. haha.. n had good food.. at wa-ra-ku ma-ri-na.. hmmm not bad.. i forgt 2 take a pic of the 5 peitite icecream i ate.. nice! haha yummy! i like kimenshi? dnno how 2 spell la.. its like flat noodles.. nice..smooth texture.. tat's my mum n dad.. oh the bowl is super big la.. hee.. yummy.. luckily we went earlier.. cuz aft we enter.. the restaurant came alot of other ple n soon.. full... haha.. oh i finalli gt the be-ga / ez-ine card. 10%off frm now onwards.. anione needs it tell me.. they sell quite nice working smart casual there!

Weekend is here!

2008-09-20T08:18:00.003+08:00

haha okie.. i m getting to no life aft work started.. hmmm though i m not busy as i seem like.. cuz i m still in learning stage.. i nid attend mu lan's 101 excel class n beginner class. n start learning concepts frm my colleagues.. sooon i can teach ple excel.. haha they realie noe alllloooottt! kena stunn by their spd! haha.. they were telling me.. now can go out.. go go go.. aft the real work starts for me... no time le.. onli wkend can go out.. n most prob u nid sleep. haha.. challenging..

imagine having a 1hr coffee talk w boss.. cool man.. he explored my tots again.. career mgt n finance.. n wat i wanna do n achieve.. the facets of life.. wat's coming ahead.. foresee.. tat's wat he says. n our job has 2 do tat too.. try 2 take out info n infer frm nos... mayb most prob no ordinary ple will understan e process of my jobby.. i seriousli like my boss.. he is takin me awae frm sch girl mode. i m trying my best to take up speed n get into situation.. 파이딩!

my pimples popped! i tink my face ar.. becomes darn oily in the office.. mus get some stuff to extract it! contact lenses in not advisable! haha due to the fact tat lappie is goona b my life at least for e next few years! okie i apologise to ple for the late info relay. kinda busy this wk.. hope everythin turn out fine! Aniwae.. ConGRatulationS! 루인 씨! shall not say wat's tt for!

hmm i've heard 2 db's songS! turn out hip hoppy but vv catchy! haha i can humm le.. i can't wait for the showcase fam cams.. it wld b darn cool to perform at tat venue.. usualli onli dua pai will perform there.. hope the album turns out better than i wan it to b.. cuz i realie prefer ballads! n hmm jazz!! i wonder how cool wld tat be! hee!!!!! fan girl mode! gg 2 b too tired 2 b fg le! hahacassies unite! n buy their album k! oops i buyin ltr.. when i get my 1st pay! oh thinkin abt tt.. i m thinking wat shld i get for myself w my 1st pay! hahahA! crazy la onli work 1 wk! ciao then~ ooo i like this pic! super suitable for wallie!

Weekend will fly frm now onwards..

2008-09-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

wow my wkend has ended.. n tmr is work again.. hmm ple who r stil sching.. haha pls cherish it.. oh well.. i m looking forward to learning more abt my job.. there r jus too mani unfamiliar terms.. haha.. i nid 2 learn them.. soon... pls... bring forward n get me the lappie tmr! if not i will b a honey-mooner.. while everyone is busy doing their work! haha.. dun sound nice at all.. gt some stuff to deco my place abit.. nah.. things tt i might nid 2 use. oh well.. haha.. tot of gettin a box of tissue to office.. hmmmm starting of work usuallie means spending lotsa $$$ cuz u nid clothes clothes clothes.. n shoes... shoes... haha.. i nid 2 cut my expenses next mth if not... it wld b heavy on my pocks.. n hmm i wanna holi next yr.. mayb... feb? i wanna go somewhr where i can do fne tour.. not package.. wanna walk on my own.. relax.. perharps i nid 2 get an off office hr life... hee

첫날!

2008-09-12T22:16:00.003+08:00

wow i survived my 1st day at work w a sexy voice! haahaa. hope my colleagues din haf a bad impression of me.. i can chat more when i m well.. cuz when i m sick my brain tends 2 slow down.. haha.. i mus thank my loveli colleagues who lunched w me n took the initiative to teach me abt excel.. i m an excel idiot! hope what i learnt today will b absorbed n put into use.!

hmmm i mus work hard n reduce the possibility of error.. hope to grow in this job in both personality n knowledge! n i wanna get 2 know my colleagues better..they r nice ple! seem to clique well w each other.. i mus hurry get into the situation! woot!

i m working hard n saving on my leaves soooo that i can...
GO TRAVELLING next yr! whr 2? korea (F&E) japan? australia? depends on how much i've.. mus start saving up..

as for the pic.. i can't resist! waiting patientli for 24th sep!

아프다 !

2008-09-09T11:14:00.002+08:00

sick... darn.. jus when i wanna go play 4 startin.. i gt sick! darnnnnn..! started w a bad throat on sun night.. now.. my head is feeling heavy.. i wanna go cash studio! darn..! hope tmr will b fine! i m feeling the pinch spending $ on working clothes.. n they all look kinda similar.. aish! long term invt.. haha.. tat's how i console myself... hmmm not feeling healthy these days... ytd med checkup.. haha i think i realie lack exercise n hmmm nid 2 do somethin abt it.. badminton! whr's our badminton date maine ah!!!! haha.. ok now seriousli.. i nid 2 get well soon.. n plan my weekend walks w my dad.. its for our good! can't stare into e com for too long.. i m getting sleepy again.. though i woke up earli again.. aish...

i wanna eat tat.. i wanna eat korean food... vv long neva eat le... sobs... n i can't eat it now.. sobs...

Bdae edition 1 in sept!

2008-09-07T10:15:00.003+08:00

hee fri was euniceeeee bdae... we had a celebration for her ytd.. hmmm watched wall-e n ate bbq chix.. lastli we had some nice drinks n games at t-c-c.. hmm we played e big fish small fish game.. haha.. we tried 2 attack eunice la.. but onli succeeded a few times... hee.. talking abt wall-e... the story behind is probabli.. asking us 2 protect our env.. n stop being too dependent on robots n technology.. i can't imagine e world filled w ple of tat size.. will reali die of all types of rich disease.. n i tot it was a msg to let e young learn n start to protect e env from young.. it's an approach ba..

oh .. i seriouslie hope eunice will like tat milk tea i made.. it shld taste nice ba.. haha.. cuz i tot she likes milk tea mahhhh... haha.. hope she will b fine! haha.

Db! 4집! Preview!

2008-09-04T15:19:00.007+08:00

oh man... man man... hot! i wanna hear e full album.. i can say.. they r changing the style of the promo song! wonder who leaked this.. but wonderful! .. haha they r moving w the flow of e industry n less smp plssss... btw.. i suspect tat's 2 songs.. there's a 35sec one.. which is one song onli.. haha!haha!i m soooo sorry.. e link died! haha shall wait patientli for e whole album to b out!

Filling up ur life w colors?

2008-09-03T10:21:00.005+08:00

define the colors.. what u do look for utimateli when u retire..? wat is e thing u want now? hmm someone asked me this.. wat u wan ur ans to be when u look back at ur life when u retire? interesting.. u wan lotsa wealth? or wld u life satisfaction in life? i kinda like this person qtn n his reasoning to me.. it allows me to think alot.. n hmm explore more abt myself.. yeah it is indeed true tat at this stage wat do u c urself in future as n wat u wanna to do now.. so dun deviate frm ur dream n ur desire.. hmm u might face changes in ur goals as u grow.. n learn more abt being an adult.. but still think hard on wat u wan.. n dun b blinded by temporary discouragement frm ple tat ask u to wake up frm ur dream n face reality.. reality is made by us n it is controlled by us.. loook at the details of wat u wanna fill ur life w n not things tat u can't achieve n blame it all to reality..

what kind of person u r? a person tat wanna improve ur weakness or someone tat wanna strengthen ur strengths? which comes 1st can determine wat type of person u r.. i wanna improve my weakness b4 gg on 2 strengthen strengths.. wonder wat kind of person will i b reflected. hmmm live life as a journey tat u continue learning new things n oso learn abt the past tat u might haf forgotten.. it is impt 2 reflect on e past n strive to excel w/o repeating mistakes of the past. yea ple will clean up ur buttocks but u've to learn to reduce error.. dun look bac n say shucks i made e same mistake again.. y did i do it?

hmmm wat wld u like to c urself when u grow old.. prospects change n hmm i was listening 2 news this morn. this guy was saying.. i m looking back on wat my life has filled w n not wat i haven done. tat's e satisfaction i gain.. haha tat is bcuz he has grown to a certain age. as for me.. i shld b filling my book will lotsa chpts n start reading wat i haf filled up till then.. so wat do i desire? wealth? satisfaction? love? happiness? adventures? hmm put thoughts into action tat's wat i shld do now..! let's go!

tat's jus a lil recap of wat went on for 1hr of my monday! actualie i kinda like his chat w me.. cuz it makes me feel.. life is not abt blinding urself but look at wat u wanna achieve n wat u wanna c urself in when u retire..!ytd's went on quite smoothly.. but somehow i feel... lotsa ple r vying for e same position.. my chances not vv high.. but who noes? hee.. i wanna get at least one of them.. if not i might wait for the reply of co T. i m not rushing but staying free is nice but toooo slacky!

I wanna congrats everyone for a successful GRADUATION! yeahoo! we shall meet up soon!7ps!

Ps: wat comes aft rain is the rainbow tat brings tears of joy!

Passed!

2008-09-02T10:59:00.003+08:00

Yeah! i passed my b-t-t! n took my prov dr lcs. haha guess wat.. a korean lady was sitting beside me during the test.. i realie wanted 2 tok 2 her la.. but we r suppose 2 b silent! haha.. oh i m proud 2 say i was e 1st one 2 walk out of the room! haha.. cuz i did e test pretty fast.. yahoo! haha but it isn't somethin to b proud of la.. nuttin better 2 do..

ooot.. another interview ltr.. wish me luck.. shall b bac 2 post abt the one i had ytd n today ltr.. i pretty much learn alot more abt ple n characters in diff interview.. hmm hope i can get at least one of these two. cuz i haven been sending out resumes..

I suspect results r out today evening or tmr.. cuz they locked the academic profile key.. hmmmm.. scary..!

EDIT~~

The result is out! i shall not b sad.. cuz i expected it to stay tat way.. shit... does it mean more difficult for job hunting.. shld haf paid more attention during yr2.. darn it.. y like tat.. haha.. not blaming la.. jus hope i can get a job soon.. n doesn't bother abt my marks.. hyymph..!

Crossing the bridge

2008-08-30T10:56:00.002+08:00

Hmm imagine u haf by pass this mountain n nids to cross a bridge to another mountain b4 u reached ur desire destination, wat wld u do if the bridge is long, u dun seem to c the end of it and there might b broken planks and torn ropes tat r holding on to the bridge. there might b trails on the brigde to choose.. depicting either a smooth or rough journey..well u could jus stay in tat mountain n not cross.. but the thing is.. u'll neva get 2 know if the other side gets a better view of the sky. It takes courage to beat urself to surrending. so wat wld u haf done?

To me.. there's a bridge in front of me.. ur desire will change as u grow.. u nid 2 gear urself up when deciding to cross the bridge. It's like your future seems uncertain abt wat u realie wanna do.. u jus keep on trying.. the bridge might b a barrier that seems to b hindering ur tots and determination to reach ur ultimate goal. but when u haf crossed the bridge.. ur goals might change. let's not diminish ur current goals now till u haf reached the end of the mountain n awaiting for u is another bridge.. well ur skills and experience of crossing the bridge n mountain will help in exploring more reality n facets of life..

hee.. set tat aside.. ytd moo charmie n duckie stayed over at my hse... we were realie darnnnnn tired.. considering duckie had sch.. charmie went out.. moo waked up earli 2 call. n me to go do trial btt.. we had total lack of sleep.. n i was tryin 2 stay high e whole nite.. haha.. they ate pizza( vv hard one) n nuggets n i had milk tea.. mahjong. tat's wat we did.. haha.. can u imagine.. aniwae think i m gettin ambitious in mahjong.. haha.. oops. no $ involved la.. jus playing big makes e win more satisfying! hope to haf more such gatherings.. but hmm everyone is starting work soon! we shall haf some meetups during the fri n wkends now n then.. smiles!

Bridge, 7<>, cluedo, dice n mahjong

2008-08-27T07:06:00.003+08:00

hee.. sounds fun rite... actualie we had quite some fun ytd.. i cooked! haha i mus say.. my potato salad is not bad... the chix wings r nt bad too.. onli the kimchi jigae.. dunno.. it is up 2 rest to say.. haha.. hmmm aniwae thanks for the paopaocha frm moo.. the chix cubes frm 'emily' n the brkfast frm charmie.. well they came quite earli.. den actualie i tot of watching a movie.. but end up we played.. hee.. e fun part was finishing the food w the dice game.. haha.. charmie n 'emily' ate alot.. haha... tat's vv 邪! haha... aft 'emily' went home.. we played mahjong.. including my dad! haha.. guess wat! he won everybody! dotx rite... i wanna bite charmie.. she alwaes ting me.. haa.. but guess aft 1 game i took everything bac! haha.. sorrie!

Aniwae set those aside.. i hope leney is feeling much better.. heard she isn't feel vv well.. n hmmm luckily her interview is over.. mayb i shld go visit her sometime tis wk.. tmr! haa.. anione wanna join me? hee.. charmie is starting work like in less than 5days.. man.. i will miss her playing w me! ( haha i included a pic we took last yr in kr!)

oh btw.. i m supposedli to go celebrate marcus' bdae..! but i din go.. aft all moo n charmie stayed till quite late @ my hse.. n it wasn't vv nice to kick them out! so sorry abt tat! hmm Happy Birthday Marcus.! i doubt he will c tis aniwae.. cuz my blog is kinda private! haha..

Lastly... GOOD LUCK EMILY!!!! Wish u well in today's interview!

Up up up..

2008-08-23T13:18:00.004+08:00

hee.. okie been resisting frm those chips n stuff.. finali i broke the vow ytd.. haha i had a lot of sinful stuff... mudpie.. crepe.. waffle.. sushi... n jap food.. man.. i ate alot... hearing how SD actualie lost 10kg within a mth +.. it makes me wanna work out n shed 5kg.. i m still working to it.. maintaining is already quite difficult... haha.. well i ate the tebasaki ytd.. the chix wings.. not bad man... if u r a db fan.. u shld noe.. haha..

alrite.. getting abit fan mode in this post.. cm has grown up sooooo goood looking(jus look at tat pic)... he is gg 2 overtake his hyungs le... 안돼!!!... stil my yunnie is e best! man! haha.. if anione has been lookin at s-m concert.. they realie darn.. darn... sexy... oh.. they did a korean cover for love n th3 ic3.. i still like e jap version... though both r nice.. hoping.. n waiting like darnnnnn long for e 4th jib.. hurry.. n b4 tat their little juniors s-hy-ny will b out w album 1st.. darn... sunbaes r more impt can! they r fighting w alot of ple! my f-t 2nd album is out too! yeah!!!! haha.. love it..! okie... i m darn bored tat i have time for tis..

hmmm recentli.. i heard lotsa departures in life.. hmmm sobs.. i tot this yr i realie saw quite a few ple left us.. well i wish.. when they reached e other side.. they will b better.. realie.. i miss some of them.. it's jus tat.. u can't reach out to them animore.. grown up! but still i find myself vv immature.. i wonder wat's e difference every 10yrs.. seems like more n more tired.. n more n more challenging.. but tooo lost.. in wat u actualie wanted when u r young..

aniwae jus hope a right n good opportunity will knock on me soon! nid some cash.. haha..!

Take it or Leave it?

2008-08-19T09:11:00.002+08:00

Seriousli.. it's unbearable. to reali understan if i like my job... i reallie dunno... man.. they realie offered me.. it's quite attractive.. jus tat i mus start w telemarketing n i suspect presentation.. which i m realie weak.. n i might not b ready.. but then again.. it's a form of training.. i tot tis would b quite stressful.. den again.. which job isn't?.. u mus step out of ur comfort zone 2 b rewarded.. i mus enjoy my job.. i guess the onli enjoyment is tat.. i get e right ple to e right job.. but then again.. their name isn't vv sounding to most temps out there.. shuckssssss.. i realli hate making this kinda decisions... no one can help except myself.. but seriousli.. looking at e job portal.. dun seem to attract me at all.. i wanna go back 2 sch... i realie think sch is e best thing now... haha.. soounds so coward!

hmmm i might take up the job as a learning phase.. who noes i might grow to like it.. if i dun.. den i jus quit.. its not as if they will wan someone tat has no contribution.. my plans r to work hard to build my interpersonal skills.. den c if i m suitable.. sales driven env.. its probabli a good start.. n hmm it will help when i seek other prospects too! seriousli... i had a nice chat w duckie.. thanks babe.. she had given me a goood enlightenment.. at least she told me.. jus give it a try n c how much u can learn.. not suitable den quit.. having sales bckgrd haf a + adv in career portfolio.. babessss.. lemme sell to u.. i mus improve my selling..! man man...

young env.... seems like it.. does it mean e turnout rate vv high? haha. i wonder.. i shldn't haf e mentality tat i m leaving tat place soon.. but it's realie bothering me...

Offended!

2008-08-11T18:34:00.002+08:00

Feeling not vv good.. duh.. having to face tat situation.. n i m not exactly a person who noe how to use good words.. i m realie feeling e pain...

Is it an offence to be fat n do sports?
SLOW? define e meaning of it... in response?
If u can't tk the stress in s'pore get out.. go to aus.. newzeaand.. wat e heck man..
I wish i could get out as easily as u said..!
Darn it.. money driven= selfish.. motivation takes u no where..
Forget abt ur dreams.. B realistic!(if man dun haf dreams den why do we live? )
Mayb i shld stop tat guesthse tot n hmmm change it to owning a cd chain.. wahaha wld tat b immature?

my self-esteem is reali hurt... no whr 2 belong.. sobs...

~be patient~

2008-08-08T10:56:00.006+08:00

hmm the good ones will come when u r well prepared! opportunities come and go.. but what r the opportunities? did u missed it when it came? tat's e reason u dun wanna let go anithin tat comes to u.. my short term goal is... to get a decent job.. n of cuz to earn enuff to let my dad retires.. obviousli.. he is waiting for me 2 shine.. but hmm it wld take a while.. i wonder.. wat's a goood job..

i was discussing w someone.. how mani ple actuali noe wat they want.. probabli those who noe haf become successful already.. n how do u deem successful? to some a simple job tat is sufficient 2 keep e family gg n haf a blissful marriage is a success.. while others might want 2 climb to e top n deem family not a priority. well if u reali gif it a serious tot.. wat do u wanna to achieve at the end? wat's ur worth? wat wld u wan 2 leave w this world? fulfilling ur dream.. dream job.. hse... life.. isn't it too mechanistic? well.. money is not to everythin.. but it's e root to everything..

my dream.. a guesthouse in some countryside.. wld it come true? aft all my mission is to bring joy to ple.. perharps aft a few year of hardship.. i wld start turning into it.. mayb by then my goals haf changed again!

P/s: the milk bottle is gone ( away frm parents' cover).. would u cry for it again? or wld u try 2 stand up n start looking for ur food?

~Kiss Me~

2008-08-04T00:25:00.004+08:00

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

itsn't it vv sweet!?! hee..

hmm i'm lookin forward 2 tt feeling.. haha

Tim-bre Outing

2008-08-03T01:42:00.003+08:00

oot! i jus came back not too long ago frm a tim-bre outing.. well it's realie quite a nice place 2 chill... been a long time since we gt a 'class' outing.. though i seriousli dun understan y there r alwaes more gurls than guys when my class has 3 times more guys than girls... haha weird isn't it? but lovely.. did some catch up w them.. noe wat's up w them.. well... i dun mind getting 'drunk' at marcus hse one day! haha.. cuz it's fun playing n fooling ard.. aft all i haven gotten a job.. n aft i start probabli it's difficult... hmmm... n as we grow older.. it's even more difficult..

oh tim-bre has nice music band.. e one we had tonite is good.. i tot the gurl is vv pretty.. n she sings well.. the guy is quite cute according to eunice.. i like kiss me by 6pence none the richer.. haha.. imagine i sing to my lp.. hmmm it's quite sweet! haha.. oh hoo.. aniwae the drinks r not reali vv cheap.. but consider the place i tot it was alrite.. the pizza is yummy! oh let's go there again someday.. aft work chill!

Aft tots...
If onli someday.. i cld own a guest hse.. n start organising events for the guests staying there.. won't it bring joy to ple? hmm i like to bring joy 2 the world. esp e ple ard me.. lovely moments r short n sweet but it's impt tt we keep it to warm out hearts when we face tough times.. well.. i realie wish this could come true... but... how do i start?

Ps: i finalli gt 2 meet duckie's bf.. hahahahaha!

~friendship~

2008-07-31T21:22:00.004+08:00

Don't walk in front of me.. i may not follow!

Don't walk behind me.. i may not lead!

Just walk beside me and be my friend!

~Albert Camus~

2008-07-30T22:29:00.005+08:00

태양의여자 seems to be a nice drama.. i was watching on kbs world.. hmmm shall look for it..! haha random post! been long since a kr drama interest me.. i like e main lead.. 이하나(lee hana)! She can sing.. din notice her until she played guitar on sangsang + darn well tat was in jun while i was still having exams... she was promoting this drama.. i wasn't captivated by e drama though.. now i m.. aft watchin abit.. hee... oh if anione realise.. she acted in le gr4nd chef.. the journalist! haha..

ohooo.. today had some exercise.. i shall try 2 continue tmr.. i wanna keep fit.. i wanna b not fat! i wanna look nice on pics! aniwae.. hmmm i wanna realise my dreams! countryside wait for me! photography wait for me!!! hee! i will do my stuff well.. n earn enuff to fulfil it.. simple n relax comes w e price of hectic n complex!

haha the pic abv is nice.. i like it.. but i look darn weird.. wanna pics w my 't23gang' this wkend.. somehow.. i like taking ple but not myself.. i nid 2 look good to take pics of myself! haha..!

Comfortable!

2008-07-28T16:40:00.003+08:00

hmmm sat went to haf dinner w e kr class ple.. well we ate n chat quite alot.. the funnie thing is.. we neva come across ani db or suju songs.. sobs.. but they've quite up to date songs though.. haha.. wow amazingly it cost us $20.70 each.. not exactli an expensive price considering the aircon n not smelli aft eating bbq.. i tink nt bad for a wkend.. next time mus try their lunch.. its $10 onli.. plus anione w uob card gets more discount.. hee.. gr8 deal.. i shall post some photos.. up there!

oh i jus came bac frm an interview.. well it's pretty interesting.. not say i bhb.. tot i left quite a good impression to the mgr. well.. i m considering takin it up seriousli.. i bet my frens ard me will beg differ.. haha well i mus gif it a good tot.. aniwae.. taking up e challenge is e job.. well i haf to go thru trainings n take exams too.. well.well..well.. i wonder wat's my decision. next thurs i mus decide.. actuali the interview has most of the expected qtn.. n i gif my prepared ans.. haha.. n he is frenli i mus say. i felt comfortable. which is vv good. den i can think normalli.. n act normalli. took abt half an hr in his room. haha. pretty fast it seems..!

Why did i fall in love with u?

2008-07-25T14:03:00.002+08:00

this is a new single by toho... i realie like both versions. woot! it gives diff feel.. i love acappella by them aniwae! haha.. listen listen! oops it's this pic again.. cuz this is e real cover!

I neva knew...

2008-07-25T12:23:00.003+08:00

hee i m back frm tw! woot! lazing ard.. surfing on jobsites n lookin for jobs.. i nid 2 get one by sep.. tat's a goal i set.. it mus b done. dun wanna laze ard.. it's not exactly a good feeling. actualie i wanna continue pursuing my goals.. but i nid some cash b4 doing tat.. i seriousli fear tat i might b come a society lost sheep.. i nid 2 realise my goals! okie everythin will go step by step..

hmmm the trip was adventurous.. haha we met alot of changes.. imagine meeting typhoon.. omg.. i had a sleepless nite due to e rain la.. it's reali scary for me.. another thing is the flight.. haha.. it was pretty shaky... wah e landing when we came bac was.. bad.! but amazingli the 2 pilots are female! cool!

food.. hmmm i prefer the roadside food.. much more than e restaurant... i tink generalli it's alrite jus tat the food in s'pore is vv strong in taste.. tat's y we find it not so nice.. i like e 炸鸡排 store the best! haha... hmmm our supper session seems to b e best meal of the day.. i realie din like floral food except the dessert.. eating tempura flowers! anione had tried tat b4? haha..

shall blog more ltr.. i wanna say our tour grp ple r vv nice! the uncle ang for dunno wat reason alwaes talk to us n even treated us w some cakes.. i m sooo thankful tat he led me to e toilet in wu fen p_u cuz i was realie desperate during e walk le..

i neva knew he could play e cello... i m amazed.. i soooo wanna c his hse... he had e same dream as me.. i wan a town hse.. i m still working on it.. in my retirement days.. i m soo gonna save money to do tat..

Taiwan here i come!

2008-07-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

hee.. tmr noon time i will set out 2 airport.. so ple here.. dun miss me tooooo much..

papa n mama i will miss u lots...

woot.. duckie... i will get u somethin... n dun 4get abt me k... i'll b back soon! we will miss u

aniwae.. i wanna haf an enjoyable grad trip! woot! hmmm saw some hotels.. seems interesting! hee!!!

let's haf a safe n happy trip!

packing done!

yabadabadooo!

Thank You!

2008-07-14T12:09:00.002+08:00

i wanna thank my parents for making everything possible for me.. love u!

haha i had a vv wonderful bdae gift.. tat's to sponsor my expenses to tw..

haha.. hope they will continue to stay healthy.. n love me! smiles!

oh thanks 7p for nice outing ytd.. kala was good. though wasn't vv high.. n i was self-highing..

hee.. aniwae e cup cakes r nice..! thanks!

dinner was good too.. at azabu.. e sweet potato ball dessert w rice cakes.. reminds me of pat bing su which i love.. n the choco banana ice is yummy.. as for e main course i personalli like tat minced meat rice n tat cheese burger.. too bad jme n rynn left earlier.. if not they wld haf gotten a treat of dessert frm me.. okie as for now.. no more treats haha.. i m kinda broke! muahaha!

aniwae happy birthday to my god ma! its her bdae today.. shall get her somethin nice while i m in tw.. been long since i saw her.. miss her!

oh hoo.. tmr 6p will b heading for a tour 2 tw.. hope it's safe n fun.. we'll b eating n drinking n eating n drinking.. of cuz shopping shopping..!! like gg 2 hk.. haha.. i'll b back w more pics aft my trip.. these few days vv busy.. onli manage 2 come online at nite.. n now.. cuz i jus packed my stuff.. shall head down 2 tm to get some stuff ltr.. aniwae ple in s'pore miss me but dun miss too much...! hheee!

Day 2 @ legend filmsite

2008-07-14T11:36:00.003+08:00

Day 1 ct'd

2008-07-14T11:26:00.003+08:00

Dragon head rock!
Mini imperial meal..
Sea cockcroah!
On e way down... to the sea....

한국 여행! day 1

2008-07-14T11:20:00.003+08:00

The flight to Jeju-do!
My papa n mama!
Hee while everione went down.... i stayed up to take pics...
This is the place u c fresh seafood.. n get 2 eat them alive.. omona sae sang!

This is e ugly me.. who loves to... take pics! hahaha..

pixie 3~~

2008-07-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

pixies 2 kala today~

2008-07-13T23:20:00.000+08:00

Pixies... for me..

2008-07-13T23:08:00.002+08:00

Tat's my bdae cake! lemon from rive... yummy.. e crust is darn nice...
2 cutie angels.. lunch at ajitei.. haha
another 2 cuties.. who haf lunched w me on 11th jul..
This is my little cup cakes frm 7p..at kala today... woo.. thanks babes..
Did u c alot of pretty babes ard... lene eunice jme n moohoo... thanks!

생일 축하!

2008-07-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

ㅋㅋㅋ it's my saengil today!!
say blog tmr to say more abt it...
i m growing too fat...

i made 3 wishes... hope all will come true..
i want to..... i want my..... i hope to have....

aniwae... happiness b w ple alwaes!

Backie~ home sweetie~~

2008-07-10T11:24:00.003+08:00

hee.. i m backie.. tired but fun trip.. i tried alot of food this time round. ddeok bok gi.. spicy soup.. pat bing su.. corn dog... some other types of rice cakes.. bibimbap. samgye tang.. n the as usual... hotpots n bbq.. i drank lotsa tea.. but i still can't find milk tea.. sobs...

hmmm apparentli my tour guide is a vv well known guide there.. he is darn experienced n hmmm vv interesting person... he is 'retiring' next yr.. going to do training of new guides.. wow..n more wow thing is... he gets special privileges sometimes.. like for nanta show we got to sit right in the middle... some how it's realie good seats.. haha mus tok abt my photographer.. wooo typical korean look.. vv helpful person.. darn hardworking.. amazingli he is 32 or 34? he looks young la.. i think e tour guide lied! haha.. oh e photographer likes to dug out his butt for angles while taking photos.. so cute! photos not uploaded yet.. i had vv rest since i came back last nite.. lotsa cleaning up 2 do.. hmm shall tok more abt e trip ltr..

oohhhh... i gt an unknown charged on my cc from an online co.. darn... i had 2 cancel it! shucks! scary... i din use it for vv long le leh. weird.. i m not gg to pay lor.. n my dad ask me to stop using cc online.. yar.. i gt e scare le.. omg!omg!

hmmm apparentli while u r having fun somewhr else... in another part of the world something bad happens.. shocking things happened while we r away.. well life mus alwaes look at things in different angles.. ple mus realise things rn't tat perfect.. live w contentment.. esp when u grow old.. well it's a pity.. choosing the worst way to relieve ur pain... mayb ple ard shld haf taken notice.. but it's difficult when u can't take another way out.. hmmm if the path u haf chosen may b best in ur opinion.. respect to u..

hmm i shall meet up w 7p soon.. haha.. i miss u al alot.. i wonder if u al did... hymph. i can't feellll it!!! haha whr's e passion! tmr? i think shld b alrite to meet.. but prob earli? my parents will b out vv earli tmr... i m staying home.. if u wanna date me say earli k.. haha cuz i m hot tmr! bleah!

ps.. i din manage 2 get ani db stuff except free posters frm korea.. sobs... apparentli e dvd i wan was soldout!

Kimpo Airport! on e way to jeju

2008-07-03T12:57:00.002+08:00

amazingly.. i found internet access in kimpo airport... so might as well make use of e waiting time..

keeping track of wat i've done today... darn.. i can't realie sleep on e plane.. my mum was complaining like wat maine said last yr. e space is tooo small.. aniwae... i went to dae jang geum n hmmm n ate at e same restaurant at last yr for lunch... tis is tooo much of a coincidental.. hahaha.. no more similaries pls..

woohoo.. i tok 2 e immigration officer in korean today.. such an achievement.. hmm e photographer is a guy.. he speaks chinese.. he din catch me when i tried speaking in korean to him sobs... e tour leader is oso a guy... but a middle age one.. hahahaha... i was he was like e photographer who he is quite a nice person..

okie now i m leaving jeju.. e abv was written some 2days ago.. hahaha... now i waiting to go to daegu.. wow e experience on e submarine was quite cool.. but e sea was darn choppy... neva experience such shake b4... haha.. but e fish wasn't tat impressive seriousli.. haha..
food has been fine.. but i m suffering frm consipation... okok shall c when i c log in again bye!

Airport! Airport!

2008-07-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

heee.. obviousli i m at the airport.. waiting to board..
i went 2 T3.. heee.. interesting... its realie big.. n lotsa food n shopping stuff. amazingly some r nt vv ex..

okie i saw e peeps in my grp.. young n old.. hmmm seems like haf peeps of e same age as me.. hope to chat.. n hmmm obviousli to make a hangul fren! haha...
i seriousli din practise much b4 heading to kr. on board i will try 2 den..

hmmm seriousli.. haha hope e trip is fun!

cya! take care n not miss me too much! haha again!
my flight is leaving at 2305!! smiles!

It's July!!!

2008-07-02T11:49:00.003+08:00

hee been looking forward to jul since exams.. cuz i have lotsa activities in this month! hee! but i've mixed feelings when it jus begin.. cuz aft this mth.. e next mth i will haf a whole load of stress coming up! hmmm gotta face it aniwae.. so much rest n play as much this mth!

hee i'll b flying tonite! not vv excited leh.. y??? i oso dunno! hmmm..

mayb i wld b as in nearer.. feeling tired.. darn ytd till today morn i haf a bad tummy.. ytd nite's one cuz me a headache aft e ache n i stil haf slight headache... hope it gets better ltr..

hee enjoying ds games these days.. n hmm i m bringing along my mp4 w db 3rd live concert in it! will enjoy it some time then.. was pretty sad tat e msn thing can't work on my ds.. tot i cld still chat w my dearie frens.. hahahha! neva mind i'll miss u all! dun miss me too hard... enjoy ur mahjong session... jme goo!! i wan e nachos.. u promised 2 share w me last time! hee!

haha i wanna announce this.. even though i dun get 2 meet twinie tat often.. our 默契 is still there.. we keep hi-fiving ytd..! gr8! jme i will telepath my thoughts n misses to u! muahaha!

okok i shall go take a nap again soon! since i will b taking night flight! cya soon!

p/s: gongjus... mus include me in ur plans k! i will back soon!

Laziness causes procastination..!

2008-06-30T19:41:00.003+08:00

the pic abv is the 6 gongjus.. w/o me.. mulan is alwaes missing sobs.. wae...... how can u al 排斥我! haha... today saw a letter pad w 6 of them w/o me again.. mulan is sooo unpopular! i m e leader of the not there grp! mh is my member.. she is gg to get kicked out soon! cuz i m e onli one alwaes not there! hee.. i dropped a hint to eunice of wat i want for bdae! bet she totalli wanted 2 kill me! i wan a neck rest though... but it's a waste of $$ n e one i wan dun tink gt sell in s'pore.. sorrie i wan more high tech designs.. haha..

hmmm today went for a cycle.. omg! my hands r sunburnt! according to my mum..my face is vv red too! i look like faye wong now! sharks! my cheeks n nose r red! i dun wanna peel in korea! noooooo! 안돼!!!!! sun burnt!!! but haha we ate mac aft tt.. my my e workout is wasted! but ok it's quite nice to breathe fresh air.. hmmm... its also quite economical.. considering its $5 for 2hrs. another shop even cheaper $4 for 2 hrs.. din c tat until we left! haha! dotx! i nid 2 start joggin.. walking too much le..! mus increase power! pls remind me to bring a cap e next time!

tmr grapevine 7.30pm 5 princesses! i wan dessert! haha dinner settle at home! if gt changes i wil msg u al again! haha! cya!

besides e point! i love suju-db feel! oops i caught some today! n haha i love db's voice! darn great! haha! if onli i can go their concert in japan once... i will b realie happy! ( this is e thousand n dunno how mani times i m naggin!) i jus saw e clips of their 3rd live! omg! i love them! started bombing ry again.. think she will get sick of me soon.. sobs.. dun b k..sorrie i will control! it's once in a while tat kind.. cuz i dun haf much db frenx ard... sobs.. n i dun mix ard u c! haha! currentli in love suju h sungmin n eunhyuk oopsss i m repeating myself again! ar ar ar! happy happy!

hmmmmm e weather is soooo hot! haa!

2008-06-29T21:12:00.003+08:00

wah.. e weather is silentli melting us.. haha ytd i saw one woman fainted in e mrt station.. think she was vv hot or somethin.. cuz i saw ple fanning her.. n i m perspiring like mad everyday.. i guess everione is 'suffering' from this weather.. let's pray for a nicer weather.. w a little wind.. n decrease in temp by 2 degrees will do.. my face oso affected by it i think.. darn oily.. n pimples r out to attack.. trying hard to keep it low... haha..

i jus packed my dad's luggage.. hmmm i was asking him what he wanna buy for his colleagues.. he told me apparentli his colleagues ask him 2 buy e bowl n utensils.. haha.. cute man.. i oso wanna buy spooons... as for my frens... hmmmmm i oso dunno.. this kind of thing.. simple will do.. cuz i wanna buy for myself alot of things.. n i m gg broke soon.. darn.. spending alot.. but i still gt alot of stuff haven buy.. been controlling since exam period.. my mum has been telling.. go holi den buy la... i m gg to spend! haa..

jus a tot.. it's affinity to meet another person.. but to get to know another person perharps u nid some courage.. n probabli destiny to be realie close to someone.. the period might not b long... or might not b as long as u tot it wld be.. wat realie matters is if u treated tat person w ur heart n soul. n whether tat person has realie cared for u.. time tells...